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I’m a stranger in familiar flesh.
Category: Life
I’m sorry Im not the girl I was. You said that I was sweet and innocent before. I thought I was good now. You said I was the best. Then you told me im getting worse. What do you think of me? You’re so stupid. I fucking hate you sometimes. You get mad over the tiniest of things but then tell me I have a temper? What am I? I don’t know. I was good. I’m bad now. Is it that simple? No, I don’t think ... » Continue Reading
im alive
Category: Life
hi !!?????? It’s been a while since I logged in I just forgot about this. um. im doignh okay i guess. well not really, i passed my summer exams well but this summer has been….like forgetful. I can’t remember anything that has happened to me. My memory’s so fuzzy and each day feels the same. but this year im kinda cooked ahaha. I got gcses/junior cycle thingy so im . SUPER anxious nd stuff. Everyo... » Continue Reading
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKKKKJ
Category: Life
Important Edit: this. I don’t know what demon possessed me to write whatever the hell this is.i sound completely and utterly insane, but i was just writing this in a flurry of emotions. Take this as an example of what school stress does to a teenager, I suppose. I’ve been studying for 2 months now, but i still feel unprepared. For context, my school had just announced that every single subject wou... » Continue Reading
i can’t do this anymore(long entry)
Category: Life
tw: overall depressive themes, slight mention of suicide. before anyone jumps on their keyboard, no. I am not killing myself or doing anything stupid or unnecessary. I’m just venting out my thoughts again because im a hormonal dumbass teenager with no fucking friends. Anyways onto the mess. I’m so tired of this. So so so » Continue Reading
THEY SHAVED MY GRANDMAS CAT
Category: Blogging
SHE LOOKS SO GOOFY NOT IM NOT EVEN KJOKING WHAT THE FUCK » Continue Reading
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ughfsj pinterest link
Category: Blogging
this isn’t anything major, just a link to my Pinterest account because I started a new one due to a desire to declutter my socials. I suppose. I’m not sure. Give me a follow. You don’t have to. I’ll possibly make a rentry soon too, just for fun. https://pin.it/6JRgTKgVx regarding my last entry—it’s embarrassing. I might delete it. I’m feeling a bit better, still not the best. I’ll be better soon... » Continue Reading
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AAAARRGHHH!!!!!!
Category: Life
cw: mentions of sh addictions, suicide. basically just some angsty stuff. oh boy. oh mama. oh lord. have I been feeling great these days!!!!no I haven’t that was fucking sarcasm. » Continue Reading
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wow update?!
Category: Blogging
im sure no one will care about this follow up regarding my last post, but I actually went to the shopping center with my friends. And I had fun!! Like real fun!! I haven’t been invited anywhere personally in over 5 years. I was initially extremely nervous about this, even considering making an excuse and staying at home, but my mom encouraged me to go. She knows how I am. I went anyways, it was m... » Continue Reading
random thoughts
Category: Blogging
I’m not sure why exactly im posting this—mainly because im procrastinating on my work as well as a slight feeling of dread overcoming my senses all of a sudden. But nonetheless. Has anyone else felt a little different ever since 2020? Of course you have. A global pandemic is no laughing matter. I believe it has left many scarred (forgive me for being over dramatic) for lack of a better word. I, p... » Continue Reading
weird thing. (Long entry)
Category: Blogging
a weird thing happened to me just a few moments ago in class. It was so odd. Very odd. I even doubt myself in my recollection, even though it was so vivid. I was sitting in class studying. That class I have is out of control to say the least. Completely fucking insane. The teacher doesn’t care at all, and I don’t blame him—he’s a young college student I believe. Even I wouldn’t dare to mind a clas... » Continue Reading
I hate school!
Category: Blogging
UUUUUUFFFF i hate school alot!! Now, im only saying this out of my spite and distaste for studying, this doesn't mean I wanna drop out or anything--rather, im just fed up with school. you can be fed up with something and still like it, right? is that how it works? besides, not l » Continue Reading