FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKKKKJ

Important Edit: this. I don’t know what demon possessed me to write whatever the hell this is.i sound completely and utterly insane, but i was just writing this in a flurry of emotions. Take this as an example of what school stress does to a teenager, I suppose. I’ve been studying for 2 months now, but i still feel unprepared. For context, my school had just announced that every single subject would require a written exam. Stress from school and home got to me bad. Very bad. Thankfully I didn’t relapse though. Yet?

I’m keeping this as a time capsule of sorts. No post of mine will be deleted unless absolutely necessary. You can look at this and think im unhinged. I don’t care. I’ll look back on this one day and just reflect. It’s not your issue, so don’t contact me in any way asking if “im fine” or whatever. Laugh at me. I don’t care.

 THIS IS GOING TO BEFUCKING WQUIXK BUT I SEIROSULT CANT SO THIS SHIT ANYYNORE IM GOING TO DUCKING LISE IT I CANT DO THIS SHITTY SCHOOL ANYMORE IN ON THE VERGE OF SCREAMING AND TEARING MY HAIR OUT EVEYRHTING IS SO ANNYOUNG SHTT IT THE DUCK SHETHT EDUCK UP THE THE FUCK UP THEHRFUCK UP EVEHRONE I HATE EVEYTHING EVERYTHING SUCKS I WILL KILL MYSELF ONE DAY BUT I WONT BECAAUSE IM A OTHERUCKING PUSSY AND ILL GO TO HELL BECAUSE I KNOW I WILL I AM GOING TO HELL FOREVER FUCK SCHOOL I CANT TAKKE THIS I HATE MY LIFE I HATE MY LJFE I HATE LIT HDUCCKCKKKKKKKKK