wow update?!

im sure no one will care about this follow up regarding my last post, but I actually went to the shopping center with my friends. And I had fun!! Like real fun!!

 I haven’t been invited anywhere personally in over 5 years. I was initially extremely nervous about this, even considering making an excuse and staying at home, but my mom encouraged me to go. She knows how I am. I went anyways, it was my friends birthday, and we just walked around and goofed around. I got a cookie too. 

My anxiousness seems to disappear when I’m with them. My throat hurts now because I was yapping too much, but it’s ok. I’m glad I went, they asked to organize a call tomorrow, so im looking forward to that too ^_^

happy birthday, N. u won’t see this because you don’t have spacehey, but i really do love you and V a lot, i hope them both well. ^__^ <3