im alive

hi !!?????? It’s been a while since I logged in I just forgot about this. um. im doignh okay i guess. well not really, i passed my summer exams well but this summer has been….like forgetful. I can’t remember anything that has happened to me. My memory’s so fuzzy and each day feels the same. 

but this year im kinda cooked ahaha. I got gcses/junior cycle thingy so im . SUPER anxious nd stuff. Everyone makes such a big deal out of it but it’s like…not that big of a deal !! At least that’s what I think sometimes but I can’t get it out of my head. augh.

ive been more active on my Pinterest (@msewn_ go follow me) so uh geahh 

i feel a lil embarrassed over my past blogs because i sound completely insane but i was at my lowest points when I wrote those. expect more I guess considering this year isn’t looking to be the  best for me . uhuhuhu💦💦