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if you’ve seen my profile, you’d know that i’m not straight and i really like guys. online it’s completely fine if you’re gay or any lgbt, people don’t care at all but in real life, it’s a different story. i’m scared of coming out. it’s been one of my biggest fears since 6th grade and i’ve been envious of people who are able to be public about it. i have this internalized homophobia in me, that so... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i might genuinely need a break from everything. i’m getting this bad feeling again and i feel like things are not gonna be good in the future so i need a break. i need to just refresh my mind and stay off some social media apps for a while. i always say this yet i always go back but this time i’m gonna really try to just take a break from most apps and just try to live my life a little bit and jus... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
i know, i’m only 14. but i feel like i’m getting older every day. next week, my brother is going to graduate from college. crazy right? i remember when me and him used to share a room when he was in 8th grade. my sister is already working at a job at my own school and i’m becoming a freshman in high school. i feel like everyone’s getting older and it’s kinda crazy. i often wonder if my older sibl... » Continue Reading
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Category: Music
without music, what am i? i don’t have any other interests i have other than this music thing, i don’t even know if i’m going to get famous. i don’t do shit all day. all i do is make music and go to school. that’s all i do with my life, i don’t do anything else. i feel like a failure. a nerdy mexican kid that has nothing going for him. i also hate how i look. i hate my glasses, my nose and my weig... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i'm from the rio grande valley in texas, and holy shit we got flooded HORRIBLY. it was raining and thundering while i was in school and then everybody got the alert about a tornado and a flood. and while this was happening, i was in the front office at school, and my grandma was already on her way to pick me up. so i asked a teacher if i could leave, she said yes FOR SOME REASON??? and i walked o... » Continue Reading
Category: Music
remember the old blog post about how much i hate my mixtape? well i decided why not remaster it? so i’ve been wanting to for a while, since i have now gained new stuff to record and produce on. i got a new macbook and a brand new mic, all these things are really helping my music. it’s sounding better and my flows are sounding way better. so i decided to remaster my debut mixtape to make it what i... » Continue Reading
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we all crave human interaction, it’s in our nature. i want to talk to people too, but i don’t know. i don’t know if i have bad social skills or hang with the wrong people but, i don’t think i fit in with anywhere. i’ve gone through a lot, and i mean a lot of friend groups. but i always feel like i’m the punching bag friend. i’m the one that’s the “easy target”. i feel like i walk around eggshells ... » Continue Reading
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just this morning, i was sitting on my couch and just looking around my living room thinking about past events. i have good memory so i remembered a lot of things and i kind of got emotional. i wish i could relive those times and go back, mainly because i felt more happy back then and i didn't really have a care in the world. i felt this and thought i should write this down, might as well write it... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
cringe culture was not even that bad. and no, i’m not talking about insufferable fanbases, or scenecore furry art or whatever the fuck that is. everything feels so bland now, like nobody is really into nerdy shit anymore, it’s kinda boring. maybe i’m just feeling nostalgic but i kinda miss that cringy old era of the internet during quarantine. everybody was into nerdy shit, but that’s probably bec... » Continue Reading
Category: Music
i released a mixtape on christmas day and i don’t like it. but i don’t know why i don’t. when i released it, i thought it was good but looking back this has so many flaws that could’ve been easily fixed. my production was really beautiful on the project, but the writing was extremely poor and came off as corny. i’ve been working on my writing and improved massively. but i’m still sad that the proj... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
apparently, they FINALLY added blogs to mobile!!!! i’ve been waiting for this because i like blogging, it’s interesting. it’s weird though because i can’t see my own blog posts, i can see other peoples though? i kinda wish i was able to see my own that’ll be cooler. but i’m still happy they added it, they added dark mode as well, so my eyes are finally not dying every time i open this app. i’m hap... » Continue Reading
Category: Music
most people say that i can't do music, i love proving them wrong. it's such a good feeling. this guy who has commonly critiqued my work is now enjoying it? idk what i did but i'm very happy he's enjoying it now. i think what i did is that i took what they said i couldnt do and did it. and i made sure it was good. i'm working harder now, i'm not stressed out anymore. i feel good. » Continue Reading
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