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today i watched the professional for the second time, and when mathilda said ´is life always this hard, or is it just when youre a kid?`, it made me think of how fucking unfair things were to her, just as they were to me. the ´or is it just when youre a kid?`made me feel so bad, because childhood is the time when youre supposed to be the happiest, and its so unfair that some people get through hor... » Continue Reading
Category: Music
my laptop is finally fixed!!!!! im writing this on it btw. istg its such a 00s vibe, its the best thing in the world. writing in my blog while listining to rock music is the peak of teeage years. these last days has been good. i think i made a new friend. hes one of the nicest people ive ever met, really. » Continue Reading
Category: Music
now that im finally back home, i went back to learning how to play acoustic guitar, and i didnt remember it was so hard. and its so fucking exhausting, making the same mistake over and over again. i just wanna give up. every little thing that i put myself to do is so hard to do. its hard to get up and do something remotely productive. and its ever harder to fail at it. makes me wanna go back to be... » Continue Reading
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i was talking to my friend just now and somehow we got to the topic of me as a kid, so i started searching pics of myself on my phone. and i found them. and then i remembered, that i can never see pictures of myself as i kid. i just turn so fucking sad, idk why. younger me was so innocent. and so broken. if she was a fictional character, yall would be like "damn, she deserved better", cause she di... » Continue Reading
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i bought a sketchbook cuz i think its better to draw. i spend a few minutes thinking about what should be the first drawing, then i thought about this ideia that i had, of a hand with long nails scrathing an arm until it bleeds. i tried to draw it, but it was better in my head. then i started searching stuff on pinterest, and came up with the ideia of drawing the little kid and the man's shadow th... » Continue Reading
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i just listened to no surprises by radiohead. ironically, it caught me on surprise, bc my 00s playlist was on shuffle. i think that if you could turn a person into a song, i would be this one. i know it would make more sense if it was a linkin park song, since its the band i connect the deepest, but no surprises is just so me. i was amazed when i listened to it for the first time. its very calm, a... » Continue Reading
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i feel sooo baaad. i guess it's acumulated crying. i havent cried in a week, which is a lot of time. i usually cry everyday, or once in two days, but as im on a trip i dont feel confortable with crying at someone else's house. so now every little thing makes me feel like crying. i cant wait to go back home. i still have to wait two long days. im telling everyone im just asleep (which is not actual... » Continue Reading
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tomorrow is chester birthday, and of course, i would spend aaallll day listening to his music and watching his con certs, and thinking of him. and probably would draw him again. i'd do all of this, if i was at home. but im fucking not. tommorow i will spend three or four fucking hours with my ass down on a bus seat, going to a boring little town with boring little people and stay there for two day... » Continue Reading
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im staying in my uncle's house and, its being weird. its beem a time since i started suspecting something happened to me as a kid but my brain kinda "erased" the memories. i have plenty of reasons to believe that (orr im going insane). i started thinking of who couldve done something like that to me, and almost instantly thought of my uncle. i remember of him saying that we used to sleep together.... » Continue Reading
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i went on a family trip last thursday (14) and im gonna be around here until 25!! it's being great. my mom is not talking the load of shit she uses to, and we're all having fun. im 100% sure ive never laughed so fucking hard in my entire life like i did last night with my cousins. everything was so funny. didnt even seem like i fucked my wrist up a couple days ago. the only "problem" here is my un... » Continue Reading
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i am DESTROYED for what happened on s2ep12. i mean, i didnt even like jane that much, actually i think she was a damn bitch, but jesse loved her, and i love jesse. and also, WHY THE FUCK WALTER DIDNT DO ANYTHING?????? I FUCKING HATW THIS BITCH i have really a love hate relationship with walt. actually, it's more of a hate-non hate relationship. i feel so bad for jesse man. he deserved so much bet... » Continue Reading
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