:(

i feel sooo baaad. i guess it's acumulated crying. i havent cried in a week, which is a lot of time. i usually cry everyday, or once in two days, but as im on a trip i dont feel confortable with crying at someone else's house. so now every little thing makes me feel like crying. i cant wait to go back home. i still have to wait two long days.

im telling everyone im just asleep (which is not actually a lie) but in reality my heart is just so heavy. i just wanna let it out. there are so many things i wanna write about, but i know if i do i will start crying. theres so much inside me, just waiting to go out.

thank god in two days i will be home again, and then everything go back to normal. i guess.