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it was nine days ago, on september 5th, when they announced emily as the new singer, but i only found time to listen to it today. being honest, on the very first days, when all i had seen were the reels they posted, i didnt really like it. i mean, she was good and shit, but i was still with chester in mind, and it felt like it was missing something. but as the days were passing, i kinda got used w... » Continue Reading
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if i had to do a list of the musicians that affected my life the most, youd be the first name that would comes to mind. i remember at the end of last year, when i and a friend of mine were talking about what we wanted to be on next year, and i said that i wanted to be james hetfield. not only as a guitarist, singer, songwriter and frontman, but also as a man, a person, i always admired you so much... » Continue Reading
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its not friday, actually. today is tuesday, july 23th 2024 (slashs 59th birthday, btw. im listening to gnr while writing this), but i am in love. i mean, not really in love, but i had never fell this hard for anyone. he works out at the same gym as me, and he is just so fucking handsome. tall, long hair, strong, masculine. exactly my type. i dreamed of him two times. on the first dream, he said i ... » Continue Reading
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my cousin is speding a few days at my house since wednesday (today is sunday) and its been a fucking nightmare. seriously. cause i just wanna be alone, and he doesnt get it. i mean, i spend the whole day alone. when i step into my room, i wanna be alone. i wanna study alone. i wanna listen to music alone. i wanna play guitar alone. i wanna watch guitar and bodybuilding content alone. i wanna be al... » Continue Reading
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basically, i met a guy, after two months we hung out, it went badly. i never really wanted him, i was just excited about the idea of being someones crush, and mostly, i didnt want to miss the chance, cause you know i dont get hit on very oftenly. anyway, i didnt feel any chemistry between us, and i just want him to walk away, but he doesnt read minds. and i dont really know how to tell him that. i... » Continue Reading
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if i knew how it was going to be, idve go to the gym instead. if it wasnt for me, we wouldnt even give that american ass kiss, but at least it served as a lesson: that i really, really dislike guys with no atittude. andd, i feel like a monster for this, but his friend is wayy better than him. ive been hanging out a lot lately, and i started going to the gym, which is the greatest shit to ever happ... » Continue Reading
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theres this guy, you know. we met its been almost two months, and its being fun. he is pretty and nice, and its natural. i dont feel anxious. i mean, i do feel nervous, but its in a good way. i dont think im gonna fuck everything up. i think its gonna be good. and it is. its hard to believe this is really happening. you know, a pretty boy, a good construction. i know i didnt find the man of my lif... » Continue Reading
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im gonna turn fifteen within 4 days and, honestly, i dont really want to. because its being great around here, despite all. i know that, even though all the bad things, im gonna look back at this and say `oh god, i miss being fourteen´. cause so many good things happened `when i was fourteen´. i got my first guitar when i was fourteen. i got my first band tshirt when i was fourteen. i had my first... » Continue Reading
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today i drawed for the first time since 27/03 (empty memories)!!! that thing with my mom happened and i had to let it out. i really liked how it turned out. the red lines were a good idea. all i wrote there are things i wanted to say but dont have the courage to. drawing felt really good. i got a lot of good ideas, and i plan to do it more often. » Continue Reading
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i cant write very well bc im shaking. just now i heard my mom speaking on her phone with her sister, and she was sayin how bad of a daughter i am. i couldnt help crying. i will try to draw about it. im sorry for ruining your life. i know i make your life worse, and i know evrything would be better if i was dead. im sorry, but handling life is really hard for me, and i have no ideia of how you cant... » Continue Reading
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these days i was omw back home from my aunts house, and she said ´you look skinny. you used to be fat as hell, now youre looking good.´. this reminded me that, that same day, my brother said that i looked fat. and i just wanted to die. because i struggle with my body every single day. i starve every single day so i can lose my tummy fat. i discount my problems over myself, by not eating or s3lf-h4... » Continue Reading
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yesterday i was watching the metallica documentary 'a year and a half in the life of', and during the production of the sandman music video, i accidentally paused the video right at this frame, and spent five minutes stra » Continue Reading
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