Can't believe the GOAT of Lolicore is a 30-some fat neckbeard. CRAZY if you ask me... Recently I've been reading Murakami and as a result, it is making me more vulgar. The obscene amount of sex in his books is ridiculous. It is hard to believe that a sane man finds it okay to bring up sex in every other chapter. We're just a small blip in the everchanging tides of the current zeitgeist. I miss my ... » Continue Reading
DRUNK AFFF. I have no words to type out besides the flow of consciousness streaming from my brain. How can you even begin to describe loneliness? I think I can sympathize with Nietzsche and his crushing need to find intellectuals on his level. How else do you describe the feeling of empty conversations? Day-to-day conversations lead to a never-ending abyss. It's less cringy when I'm inebriated. Am... » Continue Reading
For now, I have suffered my last bout of pain. Your soul has slit up every vein in my body and I can no longer continue! In every bite I take, step I lay, moment I wait. It's there staring at me. Waiting for me to make the wrong choice. Every word just comes out all wrong. To be fair, I should have realized all that is, ends. All that exists must go under! An error in my ways to expect that the pr... » Continue Reading
Walking in his footsteps, it's up to me to look at his manuscript paper with a critical eye! I plead with the readers to rid themselves of any notions they have surrounding classical music. Everyone's heard of Debussy or Beethoven. Both of whom, wrote a piano piece that has remained forever present within the classical music community. Transcendental or... overrated? Fur Elise and Clair De Lune ha... » Continue Reading
As an epic minority of even grander proportions. I've never been bothered by the amount of coverage that white men OR women get as artists.... After all these fellas are my heroes. That being said, I can't stop thinking about how in every major art form, the biggest icons are white men. I personally don't see color or gender, this argument crumbles incredibly quickly, but what can be done about th... » Continue Reading
My favorite place in the world is Huntington Library. If you're ever in California near Pasadena. Please go to The Huntington Library, I promise it will change your life. What's your favorite place? » Continue Reading
Have you been led astray? Abandoned by god perhaps? No prospects in life whatsoever? Join the club. NOT! I may be a bum but never that bad. I can't stop thinking of Dostoevsky saying "You defile everything you touch". Yes, it's true! It is I great emperor of Rome. NERO! Bow down to me for I am the great ruler from beyond. I smell black and see darkness. "Sola, Perduta, Abbandonata". The cycle repe... » Continue Reading
It's time I discuss the elephant in the room, My Vitriol. The definition of obscurity and it's probably my favorite band to date. On the one hand, I love them and on the other hand, I fucking hate them. To throw away such rambunctious momentum is such a fucking tragedy to me and a disrespect to music as a whol » Continue Reading
Born from FL studio and ANGST! Hyperpop, the holy mother of my COVID experience. It seems nowadays, we've moved mountains away from what the pioneers had originally created. The current state of hyperpop is one that I've slowly started to dissociate myself from (not from hatred just from a difference in taste). It's gone in a direction I can no longer support, but I'd like to acknowledge its impac... » Continue Reading
Lovesong Lovesong Lovesong Lovesong Think of a song that fills your soul with nothing but limerence.... cuz it's probably Robert Smith's Lovesong. When I first saw The Cure last year and they played this, let me tell you I bawled my fucking eyes out. There's this melancholic feel that always permeates within the song, it never really gets resolved. We're led to believe that this love that Robert ... » Continue Reading
Carnaval, Op.9: XI. Chiarina. Passionato - Robert Schumann For a while, I couldn't feel anything since discovering this song. It's back. I will try to describe the emotions that come out when listening to this song. My Chiarina. I've long held desperation within my heart for someone to sweep me away. My Chiarina! Robert Schumann wrote this piece while engaged to another woman Ernestine Von Fricken... » Continue Reading