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Category: Life
Being back at school is like an endless cycle of brain fog where you are barely doing anything and yet it feels like doing all of the most tiring things in the world all the time. I don't think I'm getting any smarter or thoughtful or really developing any positive trait at all -- if anything (and I think that there's a lot of anything) I'm getting more stupid and lazy and undisciplined. Most of m... » Continue Reading
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Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
Lately I've been once again trapped in the endless cycle of yearning to be somewhere/someone else while neglecting to appreciate how good I have it right now... I know that in a month or so I'll be wishing I was back at home doing nothing all day again but that doesn't stop me from wishing I was anywhere else doing anything else!! I leave for school in 2 weeks or so and in the meanwhile I do genui... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
? Happy september to the maybe 1 or 2 people that will ever read this!!!! The all-encompassing dread of ending summer and becoming a real human being again when school starts is settling in for real! In the meantime I've been reading (The Chandelier by Clarice Lispector and The Annual Banquet of the Gravediggers' Guild and Fear and Trembling), dying my hair bright pink, and sitting inside all day... » Continue Reading
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Category: Pets and Animals
Hello everyone! I awoke today on this glorious Saturday august 24th of our lord's 2024th year and had this strange urge to see animals... then realized that I can drive and afford a ticket to the zoo and so i did exactly that! It's been a while since i have last gone somewhere like the zoo and I felt a bit out of place being a) by myself and b) a teenager.. but who cares! I got to see my two favou... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
Hello spacehey and happy august! There is about a month left of summer and then back to our normal lives we go! For the past 10 weeks or so I have been maintaining a horrendous 4am-7am sleep schedule while working at an internship 8-5 and then sleeping indefinitely on the weekends. I think that my biggest takeaway from this period is that I've done absolutely nothing productive or interesting wit... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
Hello, I have just checked this site again after a while of not really using it!! (Or at most coming on to post a silly blog post and then leave) I've been in a semi-positive odd mood lately, but when is anyone not in an odd mood. I end my first year of university in about a week, and I will fly back home and start the internship that I'm working at this summer - I'm so excited, I'll be working in... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
1 - Came home, hugged my dog, drove, ate good food, visited one of my favorite bookstores... 2 - Reading amazing books.. seeing incredible art.. listening to music like a maniac.. return to zeal for life is afoot.. i can feel it.. (hopefully) Currently reading I Love Dick by Chris Kraus! It's incredible!!!!!! I bonded with the man sitting next to me » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
Happy Sunday february 11th everyone. Lately i've been a bit ambivalent to life (to put it gently) but yesterday I went out with my friend and had ice cream -- not just once but twice! It reminded me that there is in fact joy to be had in this world. I'm going home soon for break, counting down the days. Time is but a fickle conception though, it'll pass no matter where or how I spend it. So really... » Continue Reading
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Category: Food and Restaurants
Hi all, follow-up to my first blog about coming across an especially large banana in the dining hall -- a couple days ago I found an especially small banana in the dining hall (Monchhichi for reference [her name is Pammy]) Cheers » Continue Reading
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Category: School, College, University
Last thursday my best friend abby flew into Chicago and stayed with me for a few days... oh what a divine time. but apart from that I've been mostly miserable and overcome with malaise and tired and lazy... .. perhaps it's just SAD or vitamin D deficiency or something of that ilk.. oh well Here are some images taken since the time of last blogging: a few of the highlights are that i cut my finger... » Continue Reading
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
SOOO MISERABLE WANT TO KILL MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! » Continue Reading
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