What one does all day

Being back at school is like an endless cycle of brain fog where you are barely doing anything and yet it feels like doing all of the most tiring things in the world all the time. I don't think I'm getting any smarter or thoughtful or really developing any positive trait at all -- if anything (and I think that there's a lot of anything) I'm getting more stupid and lazy and undisciplined. Most of my days are spent thinking the same entirely vapid and unproductive thoughts over and over and over. I'm back home for a few days and within hours of being back I realize what a bad existence I've been creating for myself. The silver lining is that I get to see my most beloved friends almost every day. And listen to lots of beautiful music and sometimes look nice. 

My room my perfumes my animal crackers

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