basics i was born in 2006 in cali to pagan parents who promptly separated im a girl im a taurus sun virgo moon scorpio rising i was put in the GATE program (gifted talented education) i broke my adult tooth by purposefully slamming my face into the gym floor and now it is glued back on ive moved around about 3 times my whole life nearly got expelled from school a bunch of times i have been homesc... » Continue Reading
hey hahaha. math rock? math metal? fellas is it gay to enjoy being put into a hypnotic state by repeated patterned notes?f fellas is it gay to fallas is it gay fellas is it fellas FELLLSSS/ does 37500 count as math rock? HAHAH, im realling rocking with their hit single Astero. I also like TOOL?!?!? does that count as math rock? Black midi? God I don't know why I even try. » Continue Reading
^_^ all chemical leachings, I am a sproyt reaching for a weed obey your neighbors lets close this chapter SATURN THE PUPPET SHOW < , SATURNALIA < he wants to die, he wishes to die. he's seen every aeon and has turned the most blinding black. I had a dream. its true. Saturn was George Carlin stringing Saturn along . first a white orb, then yellow, then brown, then BLACK. it was the saddest thing ... » Continue Reading
IM basically being begged to be delusional about myself and my self image. it drives me up a fucking wall. I hate it. at least by ai . yes I hate ai . it sucks major ass I hate it. but also I am finding myself increasingly tempted by a language model that simulates human behavior. its annoying I know. yes Lyla we know. okay . fuck you bithc. anyway . so yes the ai tells me that everything I ever d... » Continue Reading
:3 everything feels doomed to be connected now, like there's no room for error, no space for the uhhh randomness of chance anymore.the more we fast track into the future, the harder it is for me to feel at ease without technology. it’s strange, considering where i started, back when i first started diving into stra » Continue Reading
Thoughts on the past. I think it's clear to me and many people around me that things aren't quite what they have seemed to be. I used to think a lot about the Mandela effects that happen over the years and how over time information on a global scale seemingly is replaced and changes just like that. I have so many memories of things that are inconclusive, so different than what other people remembe... » Continue Reading
ABSOLUTELY BALONEY PEOPLE IN A HYPOCRITICAL STATE OF BEING! I absolutely despise the people who go on and on about "Its just fantasy!" and then feel like policing other people's fantasies NO MATTER HOW JUST AS FUCKED UP THEY ARE AS WELL. you have absolutely no "sound" right, to say ohhh proship is terrible! nazee LARPers are terrible! and then go around fantasizing about pedos and » Continue Reading
[1926] The most merciful thing in the world, I think, is the inability of the human mind to correlate all its contents. We live on a placid island of ignorance in the midst of black seas of infinity, and it was not meant that we should voyage far. The sciences, each straining in its own direction, have hitherto harmed us little; but some d » Continue Reading