basics

i was born in 2006 in cali to pagan parents who promptly separated

im a girl 

im a taurus sun virgo moon scorpio rising

i was put in the GATE program (gifted talented education)

i broke my adult tooth by purposefully slamming my face into the gym floor and now it is glued back on

ive moved around about 3 times my whole life

nearly got expelled from school a bunch of times

i have been homeschooled pulled from school and kicked from programs etc

i had such bad nosebleeds that i nearly choked to death on my own blood from

i have always been an artist but maybe not so talented till recently omg

interests

i love music/film/history and true crime

i cannot stray away from the more morbid parts of life no matter how hard i try

conspiracy theories also interest me because as i always say "where there is smoke there is a fire" and thats always proven to be true

my style is quite ecclectic just like my taste in music etc 

my biggest hero is uncle ted as well as charles manson and maybe richard chase but im not admitting anything ok you heard nothing

i really love coyotes and cougars they are my favs

i want to create more art because i am an artist and my favorite type of art can range from hyper realism to surrealism 

more specific interests in true crime are more specifically mass shooters and smaller buds like martin bryant and rodney alcala and i say rodney because u bitches never heard of him

i dont fw people who dont bother to research things so thats something im interested in hating on is people who are shallow but maybe from a distance ok taht way were all happy

my favorite movie might be suspiria 2018 but it might also be napoleon 2023

dead animals

playing uno and winning every time

YOU KNOW WHAT I HATE!?

i hate conventionalists i hate con men i hate xbox players (me) i hate liberals, conservatives, republicans, democrats, independent parties, nationalists, communists, nazis, pro lifers, pro choicers, christians, catholics, jews, pro natalists, anti natalists, taylor swift, madonna, lexi grey, and so much more. 

i hate all of humanity just as much as i am willing to love humanity. how you make an impression on me is entirely your fault and your own reward! just dont be stupid and please do approach me like you would a wild animal. because it IS your responsibility now. it becomes your responsibilty the moment you carry any sort of empathy or sympathy towards me. see what i mean? you dont care that people cross your boundaries if you need them and depend on them enough. we create our identities based on information bias around us so MAYBE the only thing you can truly say is original is your individual DNA. otherwise, youre a machine built to replicate and duplicate.

i hate the fact that i am a creature traumatized. i hate that i am being rational on a day to day basis instead of lashing out. i hate that i hate people and everything and simple things such as sounds or colors when i am over stimulated. but--- MOST OF ALL? i will one day hate nothing. and i am content with that. i cannot wait for the day it all ends and my understanding of life and my sense of consciousness will be stripped of me then. to love is a mistake given enough time to feel disappointment. 

wait, there's more

the industrial revolution and its consequences have been a disaster for the human race. they have greatly increased the life-expectancy of those of us who live in “advanced” countries, but they have destabilized society, have made life unfulfilling, have subjected human beings to indignities, have led to widespread psychological suffering (in the third world to physical suffering as well) and have inflicted severe damage on the natural world. the continued development of technology will worsen the situation. it will certainly subject human being to greater indignities and inflict greater damage on the natural world, it will probably lead to greater social disruption and psychological suffering, and it may lead to increased physical suffering even in “advanced” countries. the industrial-technological system may survive or it may break down. if it survives, it may eventually achieve a low level of physical and psychological suffering, but only after passing through a long and very painful period of adjustment and only at the cost of permanently reducing human beings and many other living organisms to engineered products and mere cogs in the social machine. furthermore, if the system survives, the consequences will be inevitable: there is no way of reforming or modifying the system so as to prevent it from depriving people of dignity and autonomy. if the system breaks down the consequences will still be very painful. but the bigger the system grows the more disastrous the results of its breakdown will be, so if it is to break down it had best break down sooner rather than later. we therefore advocate a revolution against the industrial system. this revolution may or may not make use of violence; it may be sudden or it may be a relatively gradual process spanning a few decades. we can’t predict any of that. but we do outline in a very general way the measures that those who hate the industrial system should take in order to prepare the way for a revolution against that form of society. this is not to be a political revolution. its object will be to overthrow not governments but the economic and technological basis of the present society. in this article we give attention to only some of the negative developments that have grown out of the industrial-technological system. 

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