I've lived here my whole life, i just want to get away. Sometimes i feel like i don't know anybody here and those i thought i did turn out to be completely different people that i can't relate to anymore. Every place seems to be the same tho, every nook and cranny of this world has shitty politics and basic human rights are always violated in some way. I don't know what to do anymore. There's not... » Continue Reading
idk what to do lately, i think i should get a new hobby or smth i thought about growing pot but my mom would beat the shit out of me if she found out so idk... » Continue Reading
Last week, Wednesday 19, a friend of mine became unconscious and had a stroke not long after. I'm not sure of what I'm going to do anymore, everything feels like a dream, a nightmare, like none of this is actually happening. I'm thinking of changing schools or just running away from home, I don't care about any of the people left here. I feel watched. She's in a coma and I want to stay hopeful, I... » Continue Reading
Yesterday I found out what amount I weed I need to smoke to get high and not waste it all, anal polyps taste like fried chicken. I'm pretty miserable right now cuz I'm hungry and have no appetite. Beet generation of meaninglessly burroughed words, I like to say stuff like this because it takes my mind off things like explaining why i've felt weird and purposelessly since the pandemic. LOVE, LUST &... » Continue Reading
I love you, i love you so much, i love you so fucking much I kiss you and breathe you, exhaling your gas I roll you and warm you, beheading his trust That smell of sweet and burning love My head careenin » Continue Reading
I try, I squeeze both my neurons real hard and still I can't do shit. I wish I had the ability others have to comfort those they care about when they go through the absolute shit-piss-jizz infused garbage dumpster life is. I wish I wasn't an asshole and I don't want to lie to people, give them shit advice, say "it is what it is" just so they hang themselves because that's what I want to do the mo... » Continue Reading
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I want to cry so fucking hard right now, im so fucking tired and i miss you, i loved you. Am I doomed to fuck up every relationship i've made in my life? This morning i was at lunch and crossed a bunch of different people i used to know closely and it was like i was never there, in retrospect i guess i never made any real connections with anyone. I was never here. I've been think » Continue Reading
I hate my life and I don't deserve any of this, I don't want to be another whining child on the internet but that's what I am. Migraine MigraineMigraineMigraineMigraineMigraineMigraineMigraineMigraineMigraineMigraineMigraineMigraineMigraineMigraineMigraineMigraineMigraineMigraineMigraineMigraineMigraineMigraineMigraineMigraineMigraineMigraineMigraineMigraineMigraineMigraineMigraineMigraine » Continue Reading
Im so fucking tired of everything, im so fucking tired of saying im so fucking tired of everything , im so fucking tired of saying im so fucking tired of saying im so fucking tired of everything , im so fucking tired of saying im so fucking tired of saying im so fucking tired of saying im so fucking tired of everything . God almighty do I have some news to you mister! I'm pregnant with your jealou... » Continue Reading