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my favorite absolutely INSANE pieces of art ARTEMISIA GENTILESCHI - JUDITH SLAYING HOLOFERNES artemisia gentileschi was one of the first famous female painters! this painting shows a woman in a position of power. her work often featured women as "protagonists or equal to men"! art historians often interpret this painting as paralleling traumatic events of her life, such as her rape and the subsequ... » Continue Reading
had a crazy couple of months. i’m not going to go into it here but i do want to ask if anyone knows EASY image hosting that isn’t discord? discord fucked up all my images in my blog posts from b4!!!!!!!!! does pinterest work for anyone? i dont want to use imgur every time. anyways im going to start using this blog to journal bc it’s pretty impersonal! i have a bunch of assignments from therapy tha... » Continue Reading
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listening to jason isbell and the 400 unit has fundamentally changed me forever. i honestly don't think i'll ever be the same. the lyrics in his work are absolutely insane. i'm literally obligated to inflict the album weathervanes upon all of my friends. genuinely... listen to this album. you will not regret it. i'm blasting it right now at school because i fucking hate everyone in my class basica... » Continue Reading
i feel like chronic pain is ok im used to it, ok im used to it, ok im used to it, WHY ME IM SO TIRED, ok im used to it. i dont log my pain anymore because there is So Much pain that tracking it takes too much time. lay in bed awake last night because there was a bone deep aching in my joints that wouldn't go away. whether i sit or stand or lie down, it is there. i would probably benefit from a can... » Continue Reading
i put this in forums but im putting it here as well so i can keep track :3 i wanted to make my own prompt list for a month of poems that reflected things i wanted to write about and my experiences with queerness and disability! so here it is! october 1 - stars, moon, sun » Continue Reading
i've got an insane reading list rn. crime and punishment has been bumped to the top because our ap lit class requires a classical novel of choice, but we've got a bunch of other stuff to read as well. still slowly working through and the band played on, and started reading a little bit of undoing drugs. hoping to get some more books on harm reduction eventually but first, the rest of the list. wil... » Continue Reading
fondue was interesting. the food FUCKED CRAZY STYLE. cheese course, hotpot course, and dessert course. #yummy and such. unfortunately. THE PEOPLE I WAS WITH???!??!?!?!?!? on the way there in the car they spent 10 minutes laughing about how JULIEN BAKER was WRIST SLITTING MUSIC in front of their friend they know is/was a self-harmer. JAWDROP HORROR. 1) thats a normal thing to say. normal people say... » Continue Reading
i think even just changing our layout a lot with pre-made ones is starting to help me figure out the basics of html! hopefully soon we'll be able to get the entire profile looking the way we want. for now, miku. even though we fundamentally disagree with the creator of the layout on some stuff. ah well. i hope using the profile layout doesn't count as interacting? actually thog don't give a fuck. ... » Continue Reading
TW: CULTS, SELF-DESTRUCTIVE BEHAVIOR, DEATH, TOXIC RELATIONSHIPS, MENTAL ILLNESS Heliolatry molly rush has just escaped her sister angel 's tiny cult religion and is determined to make her own way as a vigilante in the city, but the hero community at large is determined to get their hands on a brand new upstart to mentor, each person for their own reas » Continue Reading
woke up soooo late today. been looking at colleges. our dad wants to do a roadtrip schedule so i needed to hurry up and finish looking at stuff. the problem with college is you have to find one that has all the things you're interested in, just in case you end up changing your mind on what you want to do. i'm hoping to major in art history. but there's soooo much other cool stuff to do. it's hard ... » Continue Reading