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Well, today was not so kinda wasn't was very very bad

Category: Automotive

Well, someone disappeared.. Maybe I just blame my reach, or I should blame myself, perhaps it's the weather or a tumor lodged in my amygalda, mayhaps it's the alcoholism that's slowly rotting my brain or the drug problems, it doesn't matter, ultimately; I am deteriorating and instead of blaming God or holes in my socks, I blame love. If anyone can hear this, or see me, or even acknowledge I exist ... » Continue Reading

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FUCK ADOBE PREMIERE PRO

Category: Web, HTML, Tech

I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD, YOU MEAN TO TELL ME THIS SUPER DUPER EXPENSIVE EDITING SOFTWARE THAT NEEDS A SUBSCRIPTION, FUNDED AND MADE BY ONE OF THE MOST WELL KNOWN COMPANIES OUT THERE CAN'T SUPPORT VIDEO FORMATS THAT ARE OVER TEN YEARS OLD AND NEEDS ME TO ENCODE BEFORE I CAN EDIT?? FUCK YOU ADOBE, SUPPORT AV1 AND FLAC ALREADY. » Continue Reading

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Rekindling burnt wood

Category: Life

To rekindle a friendship one often reaches out and asks, no, begs for forgiveness because it's not easily given. Friendship is like wood, you burn it, in the process destroying something, destroying apart of yourself breathing in it's fumes. When it burns, it's gone, or charred, never the same. After a while you think about that wood you burnt, how much your lungs burnt, how badly it smelled, and ... » Continue Reading

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GUESS WHO'S BACK~

Category: Blogging

Haiiii. ^-^ I know I don't have many friends and I'm a depressed piece of shit, BUT, life's been unexpectedly hectic and I'm finally back online!! Didn't have internet access for a while, lost a friend because he's a pervert, but I don't care anymore! I got a job, that's right!! Ya boi is no longer a depresso espresso, I'm LEGALLY EMPLOYED AT A RETAIL STORE. Huehuehue, I really thought I wouldn't ... » Continue Reading

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Feeling very defeated and hopeless.

Category: News and Politics

I already knew Kamala wouldn't win, but Jesus fucking Christ I don't want to have to go through what will entail next year. My rights as a person of color, as a queer person, as a trans person, as a lesbian, all of it gone. Fuck Trump, and fuck the Republicans willingly fucking over their kids future. » Continue Reading

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"Space for friends" lol yeah right

Category: Blogging

They don't exiiiissstttt. Friends aren't real. Just people that are mean to you that you tolerate. Lol. » Continue Reading

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I can't remember if I'm alive or not, and I love it.

Category: Parties and Nightlife

It's nice to forget, y'know? Don't sleep a lot, either. Sometimes, I'm reminded of how much I want to live a happy life. Because of moments like this. » Continue Reading

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Are our friends really our friends?

Category: Friends

No, I'm NOT talking about Spacehey friends, as much as I like my friends and being able to have such cool people following my page, I mean friends, people you converse to daily. It's such a simple, easy question to ask, isn't it? The answer would normally be "Well, of course! They're called 'friends' after all, so why wouldn't they be?" but I concur, I think the concept of a friend is too broad fo... » Continue Reading

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Soda cans

Category: Blogging

Soda cans are SUPER underrated. They have such a genius craftsmanship behind them, a long history, and best of all there's liquid in this (oddly cute) aluminum can that will hydrate and sustain my needs. We don't appreciate them enough, we need more drinkmaxxers to appreciate a nice aesthetic bottle/container once in a while, y'know? » Continue Reading

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