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Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
today i am trying to feel the feeling and moving through it as they say... but it's really hard. being in your 20s feels like being put in a blender. life is really confusing. i will be okay though. » Continue Reading
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
it is monday, february 19 and i just quit my job (again). i thought it was gonna be something i could stick out but my mental health is simply not worth $18.50. i'm just hoping it doesn't become a big thing and i can start looking for new jobs in peace. trying my best not to feel like a baby but it's hard. i think when i'm feeling upset like that i just need to remind myself how much stress and fe... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
currently ~ fighting off cold #1228379247 of this year... couldn't escape december i guess i decided not to go to ballet tonight and immediately felt so guilty and awful because i spent the weekend doing very little.. even though i still feel sick. today's stresses have been rejection sensitivity (feeling like anyone telling me no is a personal attack) and feeling like i'm not doing enough. but li... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
lip combo of the day ~ lanolips coconut 101 ointment + peripera airy ink velvet in heart grapefruit it's snowing like CRAZY outside so guess who's listening to the christmas playlist of all time: 101.9 Baltimore's Christmas Music Station . it's truly iv drip nostalgia... where i live now all the christmas music they play is country music covers and i y » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
lip of the day ~ glossier rose bdc + burts bees lip crayon in napa vineyard (thank u miss nisipisa) chilly day here in the montañas but i am so cozy and snuggled rn with blanket and chai on the couch. all my students today were off but i still get paid so #win hehe. went to trader joes yesterday and got some yummies and i think i'm gonna call my mom later so i can get her scone recipe. had a lovel... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
lip of the day ~ lanolips original 101 ointment well wouldn't you believe it i finally went to the er as a patient.. very funny how many times i've been there for work/training and literally never as a patient lmfao. but yeah i fucked my neck up and was at like a 9-10 on the pain scale all morning and was like shit can someone please drive me to the hospital. thankfully everyone was wonderful and ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
currently ~ at work with some earl grey this has been a long week cause i miss my boyfriend and still don't really know how to relax and always slightly lose my mind when the sun goes down. but the big realization has been UNCLENCHING MY JAW.. all week i've really been trying to be better about it cause i grind the shit out of my teeth and it's probably why my jaw is so fucked up and clicky. but h... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
lip of the day ~ glossier rose bdc quiet day today! wednesdays are usually my rest days but i have more meetings than expected so #yolo i gave myself way more time to roll around in bed. talked to my mom on the phone which was sweet and nice, and finally got paid (heart eyes). i still have stuff to do today/this week before i head to boyf's for fall break but i'm really happy these days. still try... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
lip combo of the day ~ nyx retractable lipliner in cocoa + c.o. bigelow vanillamint supreme 2X mentha lip shine just wanted to drop in.. i've had a very mild week which i love! i think i'm finally settling into life postcollege. still have a lot of work and growing to do but i feel considerably less existential dread which i am very glad about. the key so far has been avoiding instagram, rememberi... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
currently ~ just finished my shift and am trying to figure out what to eat for lunch i meant to write these thoughts out last night but i was SO tired i just went snzzz very quickly in my very comfy and cozy bed. anyways last night i was at monday ballet and had a pretty solid class and a very lovely realization about myself and my brain. we were doing a cooldown stretch and i realized my teacher ... » Continue Reading
Category: Parties and Nightlife
currently - gummi'ed and eating dinner yall. i finally broke my t break. exactly 5 months, as of today. i took like a quarter of a gummy because i wanted just a lil baby high so i will report back if this ends up being like way too little but i just felt like i needed to finally do it. weirdly being on a t break was way easier in the last like 4.5 months but the past 2 weeks i have been wanting to... » Continue Reading
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
currently ~ making coffee i woke up at a normal time this morning before work for once and decided to go to the really yummy bakery near my house and boy it was worth it cause now i have a cinnamon roll AND a mountain peak (which is this like puff pastry with cream and jam) so maybe life will turn out okay! it's been a lovely but taxing couple of days as i recover from all my feelings on my iv cli... » Continue Reading
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