on bones and self-love

currently ~ just finished my shift and am trying to figure out what to eat for lunch

i meant to write these thoughts out last night but i was SO tired i just went snzzz very quickly in my very comfy and cozy bed.

anyways last night i was at monday ballet and had a pretty solid class and a very lovely realization about myself and my brain. we were doing a cooldown stretch and i realized my teacher (who i think is one of the most stylish and luxe and put together people ever she is so cool i want to be her when i grow up) has the same looking sternum as i do. which is an insecurity i've had forever and ever and it really hit that i do not look at myself with the same love i look at the rest of the world with.

something that i've spent so much time dogging on myself about i saw on someone i look up to and love dearly and just thought "oh cool." i think i need to see myself in the same light i see the rest of the world in because i have a lot of love in my heart but rarely do still direct it internally cause my god it is not easy. but i'm trying!

tunez ~ human leather shoes for crocodile dandies by caravan palace