currently ~ making buldak carbonara while it drizzles outside i don't think i registered how much this week has been considering i had other things going on that made it a lot easier to deal with the difficult stuff, but i am taking this moment to be grateful for myself and my abilities and how i have managed to take care of myself so far. i got my period like 2 days ago and that's been hell, and ... » Continue Reading
so i usually use this for blanched celery salad but it's awesome on a lot of crunchy veggies - cucumbers, bell peppers, etc what you'll need: - sugar - salt - chili oil or chili crisp (lao gan ma is the og but use whatever you have) - chinese black vinegar (if you don't have this rice vinegar or balsamic can work too) - msg (IT'S NOT BAD FOR YOU) - toasted sesame oil - soy sauce - vegetable of cho » Continue Reading
currently ~ moisturized and lightheaded here are some things i did today: - worked, had some nice instant cofy - went to the grocery store and now i can finally make the sandwiches i've been dreaming about (veg bacon egg and cheese and gilgeori toast ♡_♡), also got a laundry rack! (i have so many cotton/non dryer clothes and also i want my stuff to last longer cause i like 2 wear da hell out of it... » Continue Reading
currently ~ inbetween sessions at work! hahaT_T "leave me where the moonbeams /carve through the leaves like blades" i had a really lovely weekend, i'm very hyped for ballet tonight (my new leos came in and also i splurged on a bp skirt and i'm very excited about it) my goal is to get back to pointe since it's been like ~3 years, i'm pretty sure i'm still strong enough but i want to make sure my p... » Continue Reading
currently ~ needing to eat dinner but instead im on my darn phone listen today i was less irritated about random things than i was yesterday (roommate's dog yakked on the floor and i had to clean it cause she was at work & my job being #annoying and cancelling my sessions) so i consider that a win unfortunately my addiction to not doing work means i have not gotten any of the tasks (laundry, clean... » Continue Reading
currently ~ brr! temps have dropped here and so now my apartment is chillier than i liked but.. we have to pay utilities now so i'm doing everything in my power to not have to turn on the heat lmfao. life update: i did my second stick! i didn't complete it in the number of tries i ~wanted~ but i'm not upset because: my hands shook way less this time, getting through the skin was no longer the hard... » Continue Reading
currently ~ sleepy in bed dropping by with a lil weekend playlist. feeling very calm and hoping i can walk into class tomorrow with confidence and grace and nail my second stick. i do hard things. and i do them well! anyways » Continue Reading
well, kinda. anyways here they are lighter or matches? lighter do you leave the window open at night? yes sometimes except it often makes me sick if it gets too cold... but we don't have ac so like it's kinda 50/50 which cryptid being do you believe in? mothman for sure. i'd like it if hoopsnak » Continue Reading
currently ~ sitting at my newly clean desk with an iced dragonfruit tea candle burning guess who's happy today! once again i'm choosing not to dwell on the things that are not as ideal and just be content in my lil bubble. definitely helps that im doing social things today so i'm excited for that in preparation hehe. here are some life updates: - got drug tested finally, fingers crossed my long as... » Continue Reading
currently ~ blowing my nose and hoping it will rain guess who's sick and miserable! it's ya girl. new zealand trip was healing in a lot of ways. have still felt very private about using that word in particular - my mom and i when asked have mostly been like "oh yeah it was good! sad but good." my aji was right about it being multilayered for sure. while i've already repeated a lot of these feeling... » Continue Reading
currently ~ losing my mind, but at least the weather has cooled off ... what it says in the titleT_T got some very sad news this morning about a death in the family so i'm now having to travel internationally with my mama to go attend the funeral. has been a very stressful day so far because i hate logistics and booking flights is entirely logistics and dates and times (and my mom does not live in... » Continue Reading
wanted to put this here because it will make you feel brand new. not kididng. i have crazy aches and pains all the time from a life of doing ballet and other things that are hard on your joints and back so without further ado! ez doable all-ages-accessible stretch routine: 10x of everything, if you have trouble counting L/R i usually count 1 for both sides so i'm not uneven and you're actually doi... » Continue Reading