There are some things in life i do not know how to explain. There are skills i do not posses and facts i cannot process. But as the days walk ahead and neglect to see if I'm keeping up-- I start to understand that maybe my place i » Continue Reading
And suddenly everything is ripped out from under you. Only now do you realize how much stability and peace of mind was a privilege after its been taken and torn. Shreds burn infront your eyes. Mocking. But its too late to be grateful now, when you're left wi » Continue Reading
Today i awoke with a question that lingered through me last night. 11:59. Mathematics, my future. What conditions will define who i will be. Caves and the ocean. Either one or both? Will i follow in my fathers footsteps? How would he feel about that? Maps and Mathematics. .blog-preview{display:none} .section h4{display:none} .table-section:nth-child(6) {display: none;} .table-section:last-of-type... » Continue Reading
Everytime i think i have real friends, im cut with their insincerity. Its a circle, a goddamn spiral. After awakening from my prolonged solitude, met with new friends and opportunities-- i rejoice. I smile and feel warm inside. I take pictures to try and save the memory that my own skin wouldn't. Then they become inconsiderate, they disappoint and remind me that i am not their best friend. I scowl... » Continue Reading
Last day of august, the all too familiar 31st. First cool day of the year, 74 °. I'm hoping this clear air is permanent, and not just a cold front from Idalia. I walked out to the yard this morning, only to be met with the familiar sight of pale pine needles sticking out of the ground as if they were particularly placed there the night before. Some small pa » Continue Reading
I notice now that the cicadas don't sing anymore. Did they ever this year? I don't remember exactly. I want to say that they did-- why wouldn't they? But i don't think i can recall it. What time do they sing anyways? Noon, afternoon? Twilight? Maybe i just wasn't around enough during those times to make a memory of it. Down in South Carolina, they sing. I remember that. I recall the humidity, the ... » Continue Reading