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Actual intro!! :3

Category: Life

Hey! I noticed none of you guys really know anything about me. well, My name is Alix Im 3teen! im a lesbian, use any prns Im mentally ill but not sure with what.. » Continue Reading

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i hate slimy sticky shit.

Category: Life

 november 9.  TW: unhealthy sexual stuff  I wanna vomit so bad but i have nothing to vomit so as i said a day or two ago im starting to have problems with sex (not sex sex, one person only) i cant even stop it because i dont know what to do and i tried to get some sweetened condenced milk because its good and i wanted something sweet to make myself feel better about feeling gross then my mom said ... » Continue Reading

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Nothing is forever (whether thats good or bad is up to you.)

Category: Life

Nov. 8 TW: sh talk, unhealthy sexual thoughts/feelings  Yup, the long said term of 'nothing is forever' if you follow my blogs you might be asking "hey alix, what problem are you yabbling on about now?"  and that problem is my scars fading » Continue Reading

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How to stay safe after elections.

Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes

If you are american then you probably know that trump is winning the election and dont panic (or try not to, im scared too) because this guide is meant to help you stay safe. i am telling you right here and right now i am not sure these will keep you safe, but its always good to do these encase. i HAVE done my research, if you dont want to follow this its fine 1. AVOID RED/BLUE: you never know. pe... » Continue Reading

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life is poetry

Category: Life

nov 4 TW; relapse yknow, its nice watching the leaves turn red, yellow, then fall off and die. i think im over thinking it but it reminds me in a way? i dont know which way, but it just does.  the same way having on a hospital band and blood on my shirt seems poetic. i think it just represents,, idk. its something deep but idk it yet.  i went home early today because my head was KILLING me. i cant... » Continue Reading

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HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!

Category: Life

Oct 31st!!! SORRY IVE BEEN SO SAD LATELY!! I hope everyone is having an amazing Halloween!! What are yalls costumes and what r u doing for Halloween:3?!? ~TOODLESS!!!! » Continue Reading

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oct 30? 29?

Category: Life

i cant stand this, i cant take anymore of my fucking 'friends' these people dont care about me, the just want to not eat lunch alone.i KNOW they dont fucking like me, why cant you just leave me alone?? im kidding. i love them so much but seriously im gonna start skipping lunch. if i have to handling that nasty dry food or having to even get ready for school ill kill myself god i hope im okay » Continue Reading

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I wanna go home

Category: Life

Oct 29  I wanna leave, I can’t pretend I’m not fucking miserable and why I don’t try to do anything about it I wonder as well This people just fucking stare at me but why?? What right do you have to even LOOK at me It’s not because I think I’m gorgeous or some piece of art but I think people should pay to look at me. I HATE being looked at so much so I should atleast get something out of being eve... » Continue Reading

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No blogs on weekends, sorry !

Category: Life

 Oct 28, TW: relapse mention So the title is exactly what it says, no blogs weekends :( I will NEVERRR write like I did Friday again. God it’s exhausting. Everything has been extremely stressful and tiring lately and all I wanna do is sob and relapse But it’s fine, I’m starting to look somewhat pretty and and my gf said my hair looks pretty out so I’ll wear it out!! Though if someone complains abo... » Continue Reading

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FINALLY!! FRIDAY!!

Category: Blogging

Oct 25, 24, at home getting ready I just woke up EXHAUSTED so I’m getting ready at 7:20 even tho that’s when I leave..aughh  Periods 1-2 Boring. Literally Jack shit didn’t happen, I think she’s mad at me and all I’m wondering is what is did now because I’m always fucking shit up 😭 But yea this day is whatever, I hope it gets better perio » Continue Reading

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It happened again..

Category: Blogging

Im not even gonna bother. Take this as ur blog and shove it up your ass if you want more from me  Toodles » Continue Reading

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KMSS KMSKMSKMS!!!!

Category: Blogging

oct 23 IM SO FUCKING PISSED!!! I WROTE SO FUCKING MUCH ON HERE AND IT JUST RELOADED. IM GOING TO BUY A FUCKING GUN.  but i was lowkey yapping, blah blah blah, everyone hates me, blah blah blah, i hate people staring, blah blah blah just yappping. so yea!!! augh..im gonna go DIE. i dont wanna write all that so ill just talk about other stuff...like how blogs are PERFECT are for people with yapping ... » Continue Reading

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