No blogs on weekends, sorry !

 Oct 28, TW: relapse mention

So the title is exactly what it says, no blogs weekends :(

I will NEVERRR write like I did Friday again. God it’s exhausting. Everything has been extremely stressful and tiring lately and all I wanna do is sob and relapse

But it’s fine, I’m starting to look somewhat pretty and and my gf said my hair looks pretty out so I’ll wear it out!! Though if someone complains about my hair “looking a mess” I will stab them then myself, fuck off hoe 

I’m in class rn and god it’s so boring, I already did the work, the teacher is tired, so am I, and I’ve worn these stupid pants I love so much 3 weeks in a row (like I washed them every week and worn them atleast 1-2 days of the week)

And my fucking friend group hates each other again and I just wanna be left alone

Also, the other night I had a dream of kissing my gf and OML I wish I wasn’t a nervous wreck I would gladly if I wasn’t so scared and idek WHY I’m scared also if u see this hi I love you !!!! But not the point, the point is,, I forgot nvm

But yea I might start skipping lunch to avoid them because everytime they fight they drag me into it but how many times do I have to say I don’t wanna be involved for them to understand?

Lowkey hungry even tho my fatass already ate lunch,, you WILL be finding my waist xx 💋 

I could go for some Alfredo rn…I love it sm it’s so fucking good I would KILLLL someone for some

Aaughhhh my leg hurts I should get it out of this position but it’s so comfy and easy to shake back and forth 

Anywayssyyy I’m lowkey yapping lol, I miss my room and wanna go home RIGJT NOW!!!!

~TOODLES!!!!