i hate slimy sticky shit.

 november 9.  TW: unhealthy sexual stuff

so as i said a day or two ago im starting to have problems with sex (not sex sex, one person only)

i cant even stop it because i dont know what to do

and i tried to get some sweetened condenced milk because its good and i wanted something sweet to make myself feel better about feeling gross

then my mom said something in spanish and "this is what i mean" to my aunt. 

i just wanted to eat it im gonna kms people thing its funny i ant do this anymore i might not have rights and im pretty sure i have an eating disorder i got fucking broken up with my blades are rusting and i cant stop thinking about killing myself i FUCKING hate it here people think im playing when i say im gonna kms fuck these hoes