I wanna go home

Oct 29

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 I wanna leave, I can’t pretend I’m not fucking miserable and why I don’t try to do anything about it I wonder as well

This people just fucking stare at me but why?? What right do you have to even LOOK at me

It’s not because I think I’m gorgeous or some piece of art but I think people should pay to look at me. I HATE being looked at so much so I should atleast get something out of being even glanced at.

I hate this school, and I hate my house, I don’t feel safe anywhere and everyone is after me I fear randoms on the streets and even my room isn’t 100% safe, something is WATCHING me and it follows me from school.

Maybe it’s just scared of being looked at because everytime I turn around it isn’t there, but I FEEL it. I’m starting to see bugs again and I can’t recognize faces as well unless it’s family or friends.

I think it’s looking over me? I’m still scared of it. Everything is getting so bad, I’m seeing shit, people hate me, things are FOLLOWING ME, I can’t even remember stuff properly anymore, and I can’t tell reality from literal dreams.

I can’t take this anymore 

Toodles