"in Gabberland"
Sami - Norwegian ~ 21 y/o ~ student ~ he/they
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Category: Life
I don't know if I'll ever feel at home in this world. I don't know if that is all that bad, maybe it is. I just don't know if I'll ever find what I need to live a life where I feel complete. I find myself searching, not always knowing for what. Drowning in temporary pleasures, trying to keep my head above the water. Is that all life is? Trying to stay alive? I don't know if what I'm looking for ev... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I sometimes get the feeling that things will take a turn for the better. Maybe my friends will hang out with me soon! I might get another tattoo this summer. I love music, and it's incredible how much wonderful music exists! I can cut my hair whenever I want, and it will grow back! I can dance, I can jump, I can walk and I can run. I can love. And others can love me too. It's really important to r... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
That's not true. I have not been feeling the best lately. Exams have really been stressing me out, social things, and the global situation. I have haven't been on here in a long time, but spend so many hours a day on twitter. I hate it! I hate living in a time where you have to carry around something programed to get you addicted. I wish I could stop, but well. I can't. Not only because of my will... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I keep fumbling around my room, doing nothing. I have to put the same picture up, over and over. It keeps falling down. I've tried cleaning my room. Make it tidy and nice. I can't. I'm starting to feel the room isn't capable of becoming clean. Or tidy. It feels claustrophobic at times, staying in this small room, with so many things in it. But going outside feels like a chore at the moment. I don... » Continue Reading
Category: Travel and Places
I need to travel, just for a little while, but i can't. When i say travel I'm not talking about around the city, or to another city here. I need to go to a different country, and I need to do it now. But i can't. I don't have the time, but my entire being craves it. Traveling has always been such an important part of my life, and it's just been too long, and too much right now. It's so strange, si... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
this year i think i want basically what i want every year. i want to read more. both fictional, factual, and the texts im supposed to read for school. i want to make more art. i made so much art the first half of 2023, and then not one thing the second half. i have not found the time, but i have to. i » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
aaaaa school has been stressing me out a lot lately!! had a school exam, which was super stressful, and now i have a home exam........ and while all this i s happening i just have to put my social life to a halt cuz i don't have time for anything else! i hope things get better soon.......... also been wishing for spring lately, for the flowers to bloom, to be able to run in the streets. everything... » Continue Reading
Category: School, College, University
Struggling a lot lately with school! It's just so much and I'm not at all in school mindset. I just wanna live and love and do things that make me happy! But it's not that I don't want to learn, I do! I just don't want my work and learning to be judged by a number or letter. It's so dumb. » Continue Reading
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Category: Music
I love concerts so much but i often don't know how to act!! i feel it's so hard to enjoy the music freely sometimes without others judgement. but when i do i feel so good! i love music, i love listening to it live, i love it love it love it! » Continue Reading
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Category: Friends
I miss being with friends every day! I miss going on trips with friends and just hanging out or working, being together all the time! Life was made to have friends. I love my friends I have and have had. I miss them and I wish I was super close to all of them forever but that's not life. I need to keep taking pictures to preserve the memories. I want to put them up on my walls or collect them in a... » Continue Reading
Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities
I watched Oppenheimer yesterday. Didn't really know anything about the movie or what the story would be about except the guy who made the atomicbomb. I just felt kind of sick thinking about all the damage caused by those people. But I'm still amazed how humans can just invent and break the rules we thought we knew. The cinematography and everything was also really good imo. I liked that they used ... » Continue Reading
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