I think I strained my muscles yesterday, last night and this morning my right side was aching like hard. I'm pretty satisfied with how and when I fell asleep. 14:02, 27/1 Took the Zoloft around 12:24-13:00. I feel like I have some emotions going through my mind, but they're almost blocked and not let through. There are white spaces in my thoughts and my external self won't reflect any of the wo... » Continue Reading
No issues falling asleep. Heck! I've actually been going early these past few days. 11:42, 26/1 Father made me clean the boiler and water filter, wasn't all that bad, I did lose some of what he was explaining, again. Other than that, doing alright. 15:42 Went to the city, before that took the Zoloft. Going to the city I did feel something , but it wasn't anything major (something stuc » Continue Reading
Fell asleep fine , unlike others, I didn't find any difficulty falling asleep, nor were my dreams weird or strange and I didn't wake up in the middle of the night. Other than a few upsetting thoughts before that, the paranoia I usually have surrounding sleep was practically ignored. 10:24, 25/1 Woke up feeling a bit ill , but that's nothing. » Continue Reading
16:01, 24/1 Took my first dose of Sertraline/Zolof (25mg) about an hour and a half ago. I want to record the effects and side effects because what I've heard about the first few weeks or even months of taking the drug people had bad side effects, but when it wears off and your body gets used to it, then it's supposedly good. Whilst other had bad headaches, nausea, dizziness and whatnot, I person... » Continue Reading
"Used to go to school with a guy named Ernest. Got hit by a car." - what I wrote on the first page of the play. Oscar Wilde, my beloved, is a comedic genius! I haven't had this much joy as I have reading this 91 page essay for so long. William Shakespeare is a classic, and with all due respect, a great writer whose works I have enjoyed much and many. But Wilde is just exceptionally gold! The pl... » Continue Reading
Curently i am writing this on a flip phone, maybe i'll switch to my computer for later (this is so painfull). I had a keypad phone once, the few things I recall are taking photos on it but not having enough storage for more than five pictures, so I had to make compromises by deleting one picture for the space of another. I was eyeing the Nokia 225 , however they didn't have any in stores and I go... » Continue Reading
(I was in quite a hurry when writing. This will probably sound like scrabble if I re-read it.) I've been called feminine for not doing enough sports instead of reading books. And though I have nothing to argue on the behalf of how much sports activities I do, which, quite frankly, isn't a lot. I don't enjoy going all serious with a bunch of people I have the bare minimum of association with. I wor... » Continue Reading
Went and saw the new "Reagan" movie from the guy that provided you with - "Bratz", "Baby Geniuses", "Orphan Horse" and rest of the Hallmark movie genre, Sean McNamara . Unfortunately, money was spent and time was wasted. For a 136 minute movie it sure felt 3 times longer and that's from someone who sat through 3 hours of a random man foil his life around a bomb (and I will do it again.) . A rev... » Continue Reading
I started writing this around 4 months ago around the time I finished the book, never finished the blog post but decided that I'll still share it anyways. This was mostly a diss on the grown ass men thinking they're apart of a wolf pack. As long as you have the understanding the book/movie isn't some propaganda machine for Batemans lifestyle, couldn't care less. Love the book, love the movie. Chri... » Continue Reading
Today, around 10 minutes ago or so, a bird flew into the living room's window and went into a sort of daze, lying on the grass. It was this small yellow and grey bird; I suppose it was a European greenfinch. We have a small bird feeder near our house, and this species of bird has recently started visiting it a lot more lately, so I'm guessing that this bird was flying away from the feeder and t... » Continue Reading