Sorry I edged you with this super cool subject title uwu, anyways I’m unable to produce words from my mouth due to the fear of fucking puking. Yes, for the price of $2.99 & a diet Dr Pepper, you get to hear the vicious loud screams of her fallopian tubes cry for heat and a place of normality whilst I lay on my side. Like I didn’t know psychologically you could stress your entire body from the pain... » Continue Reading
For the past three weeks after getting out the psych ward, I’ve been restricting my food to greens and lean meats. Yes, I’ve been radicalized to believe that if I’m thin, I’ll be more socially acceptable. Anorexia is a real mental disorder that drastically affects people, even those around me. My grandma would ask if I ate any of her Thanksgiving food & I’ll only eat her collard greens.... » Continue Reading
Humans were made for work. I feel as if I regressed over the course of seven days. I went insane, found God, and still is tired. I don't know or how I'm still making this but I feel lost. » Continue Reading
Everyday I pray that old, decrepit loser in office dies a slow and painful death, I hold that hatred only for him, Netanyahu, and the IDF. Shame on them for seeing Palestinians similar to animals, shame on the governments who approved this shit. And more shame for turning a blind eye to Sudan, Congo, Yemen, Uyghurs, and many other marginalized communities. So fucking happy and ecstatic that I... » Continue Reading
Hello, Internet. I don't have a passport but I'm otp (on the phone) with my best friend, Nolan. I fucking love him like an older brother. I feel a bit sad and mad at myself because I tested positive for my drug test. The only positive was the THC. Have I taken any this past week? Yes. Should I get mad? No. But am I? Fuck YES. However, this does make me want change and a good change. It was for a j... » Continue Reading
I was watching SpongeBob conspiracy theories and I did, in fact, watched the Miss Puffs one and the Skin Theory. Not in the same day but in the same few weeks. First off, what DID Miss Puffs do to the last driving student who fucked up New Kelp City? Why does that short fish with the mustache who was also…Mr. Krabs lawyer keep her in insanity? I’d say insanity cause she has to deal with SpongeBob ... » Continue Reading
I haven’t been here in over a month. Anyways, I’ve been a working…person. Sometimes I’ll use woman, other times I don’t. The job is fucking easy and it’s retail. When I say I HATE fast food. Like…maybe I do need to get that diagnosis but I cannot function in fast paced environments. Too much time thinking about giving people their food in under two minutes? Two fuck » Continue Reading
You ever realize how much life starts to hits you? Literally me, right now. I deadass bought edibles and applied for jobs with drug testings. Luckily, they rejected me or said I need to file again...in a month. Which makes me happy but like...they had good pay. I was ready to bust my bare ass for $14.50 an hour. Which may not seem like a lot but its enough for me. I just want to build my money bac... » Continue Reading
I'm high as shit right now. Its 3am and I feel so aware of the world. Chill on me though. Anyways, I realized how political I'm being. No, not in the sense of consuming it 24/7. I was depressed as shit hearing the government shutdown. Context, I'm in the US. I stayed in bed, feeling anxious. Switching topics: I gotta find a community college to enroll for. I was in Uni but I dropped cause of menta... » Continue Reading
There’s a reason why this subject is under writing and poetry. It’s because he’s my man and I’m his girl. No cause I’m on my period(sorry TMI) and I decided to read Hobie fanfics from AO3 and I’m so relieved. I don’t know but he is just so fucking cool and hot. Maybe I shouldn’t be in love with a fictional character, but who else is gonna be interesting? Maybe this a slight wake up call to go outs... » Continue Reading
Finished my finals and ughhh. I’m so happy and neutral. Also, I have the option to go look at Art Appreciation grade but I think I’ll look when it shows up on my transcript. Idk I just feel like chilling and taking several breathers. I got drunk off this pouch yesterday and will be getting drunk again. Hush, Ik I’m underage, but let a girl have fun. Pls. Now all I’m waiting for is Friday so I can ... » Continue Reading
Wanted to pop back in and chat a little!! I'm currently on a social media break and its for a week. I've been doing pretty good so far. I won't count this or Reddit as social media cause I don't use this often. More of a ranting tool or a safe space to get stuff off my chest. I'm being very vulnerable by making these public cause I usually private everything. Anyways, I have been watching more You... » Continue Reading