How not to be

Its been nice not stressing over life as much as I did when I was a teenager. I was very naive to not working & laying around all day. It brought me comfort to not do shit & let time pass by. At 21... nuh uh bitch. I want to be something outside of consumerism & doom-scrolling. I want a LIFE LIFE. To experience things for what they are, not be conflict avoidant, and let relationships flourish after disagreements. I've also been comfortable in uncomfortable situations. Few days ago, I drove to Arby's for an interview but when going inside, I felt my stomach drop. Like woah, only three people was there but being out of comfort zone made me smile. Let me artfully complain real quick about this shitty administration.

Getting rid of Job Corps but installing a trillion dollars for the military & war? Talking of cutting off Medicaid as if millions aren't depended on it. Like people's livelihoods are at stack for this orange fat piece of shit's "agenda" like what? He's not doing anything meaningful for his core supporters: working class Americans. Just a fat lard cuck fucking the world up. Fuck I love venting!!