my birthday has passed.. and i am now 19! honestly, not much to say, i had a pretty good birthday, and it passed a while ago, but i traveled overseas to celebrate (well i had it planned way before my birthday, and it wasnt intended for my birthday, but in any event i celebrated there lmao) i didn't drink or anything even tho i wanted to, mostly because i think 40 bucks for a glass of wine is a lit... » Continue Reading
i'm in semi-forced recovery for my ed now, my boyfriend found out how bad it is and that ive been lying to him about how much i eat or even eating at all. i say semi-forced because i want to be healthy for him so that i can live a long time without him having to ruin his life because i'm bedbound or whatever. honestly, its hard. im so used to not eating, or when i do eat, only eating bread and red... » Continue Reading
this is really bothering me. i think all of you on this website need to learn the age old rule of "dont feed the trolls". dont call attention to them, dont yell at them, just IGNORE AND BLOCK THEM. any attention is good attention and you're all making yourselves look like idiots trying to run them away from the site. do you not see that the reason they keep coming in droves is because you people... » Continue Reading
testing out blog coding woooo IK ITS MESSY AND LOOKS KINDA BAD BARE W ME me & my boyfriend went through my old twitter accounts & myspace96 (lol, remember that?) and its insane how embarrassing and awkward being 15 is. i unironically told people "its not a phase" when i was going through probably the most insane phase of my life, said i had adhd because i was scared to say i was autistic? even tho... » Continue Reading
decided to pair cheese & have it for breakfast today ~ good afternoon , 14:00. homemade sourdough / honeycrisp apple / lingonberry preserves / brie / mission figs / pomegranate / honey. its very good and packed with so much nutrition! it really reminds me of back home i » Continue Reading
good afternoon ~ 16:00. i've begun learning how to pair cheeses. honestly, the idea of doing this has intimidated me for a long time, but i decided in 2024 i'm gonna try to improve all of my skills the absolute best i can, including mundane things such as cheeses & wines. despite growing up eating artisian cheeses, it seemed to scary to step out and do my own thing with it. even though, when i w... » Continue Reading
happy new years ~ 2023 was a very intense year for me. 2024 marks 10 years of many first things for me, such as it being my 10th year being a fan of bladee (which is insane!) i've been insanely nostalgic as of late, realizing how fast time goes by. did you know that the tattletail horror game came out seven years ago? it feels like its been at most three, doesnt it? i remember being part of the in... » Continue Reading
good evening ! its 16:00. i made a sourdough loaf for Christmas this year. last week i made a rye loaf! as you can tell.. its very high hydration as you can tell from the super open crumb. (about 86-90? i forgot..) however.. it was also under fermented. (check out that crust though!) honestly, i was in a bit of a rush making this. it fermented » Continue Reading
good morning ~ it's currently 14:00 & i'm on my couch. first things first, heres some new stuff i bought from japan -- it'll be coming here soon mezzo piano skirt that i've been looking for f » Continue Reading
there are probably 5 main websites that are used anymore twitter, google, youtube, instagram & tumblr. i remember when the internet was bustling with so many websites but it seems dead now. the websites that i loved so much years ago are either shut down or overran with corporate, minimalist nonsense that takes away any sort of individuality or charm. overtime being online has become depressing f... » Continue Reading
nowadays it feels like people are too obsessed with being unique, or being an individual, to the point of them trying to be authentic becomes manufacutred. take crust pants for example, for the longest those were purely handmade and had so much care and time put into them, but it became a "trend", atleast temporarily, and brands began making them. its kinda an endless loop, i think everyone is try... » Continue Reading