Apologies for the vent-y blog post but I want to hear other peoples perspective on this. I haven't had a real goal in life since I was in 9th grade. I used to have a big passion for art and wanted to work in the animation industry. Since then though, I've realized I didn't have the drive or the abilities to pursue that. I've never found another thing to work towards in my life. I'm stagnant. I fee... » Continue Reading
[11/16/24] I don't remember if I've mentioned this before but I worked two jobs since May. Well that doesn't matter anyway now because I quit my second one. It kinda sucks since I liked that job more but I got no hours and less pay. Plus with the holiday season coming it would be much harder to manage two retail jobs. I am not excited to going back to only working at my other job but I don't have ... » Continue Reading
[10/18/2024] Its the first nice, cool day of the season. It rained this morning but I slept through it (kinda on purpose so I could hear the raindrops and relax) but I got to see the puddles down stairs as I made my daily coffee. I recently got back from a week long trip to Mexico, I went to Loreto. I went with my dad, his wife and my brother. I got to eat so much great food, drink so much great m... » Continue Reading
I turned 21 four days ago. This past year felt soo much longer because I couldn't wait for this milestone. It's exciting but also kinda underwhelming. I'm mostly excited because of my trip to Las Vegas my mom planned me. I don't care for gambling but I'm excited to go shopping and go drinking. I feel like I unlocked a new part of life (I can buy alcohol, cigarettes and go to dispos yasss). But kno... » Continue Reading
[8/26/2024] Last time I made a blog entry like this is it was the end of May, I had started a new job in the hopes of leaving my old one. Unfortunately, it hasn't gone the way I was hoping. I do like the new job way more than my old one but my hours are really low so I keep getting hours from my old job. I didn't really mind and even now I don't mind all that much. The way things are working there... » Continue Reading
Disclaimer before I start: I'm talking about my personal experiences working at undisclosed red dog store and I'm sure my situations are different from others working at similar places. I know most of the things I'm going to complain about aren't that deep but after seeing these things happen for over a year I just want to let out a little bit of steam. I know that people make mistakes and will dr... » Continue Reading
I love playing guitar hero at the arcade but then I realized I have grown up money and a perfectly working xbox so I went on ebay and bought a Rockband guitar and a cheap set of games. I do not regret this purchase at all. Out of the set of games I got I got Beatles Rockband and as a former Beatles fanatic I loved it so much. I already knew it was a really respected game with beatles fans and it h... » Continue Reading
Meeting people in real life is a completely different issue than online. I do struggle with making friends online now (it used to not be an issue lol) but right now I'm going to vent out my issues with making friends in person. This is most likely a me problem, but I have a problem maintaining friendships. It's hard enough to meet people as a socially inept and visibly queer person. I have met new... » Continue Reading
[5/23/2024] Hey! It's been 6 months since I posted a life blog entry and it's been a year of working at target my current place of work! Which is the longest I stayed at a job so good for me! But unfortunately things have just got worse and worse as I stay here, I get given a lot of hours despite me wanting to keep this a relatively part time thing. Now that I have a new job that Im actually excit... » Continue Reading
[11/15/23] Before I get started, I realized its been like 8 months since I wrote a "diary entry" like blogpost. It's funny, I was in community college then, I failed two of those classes and I don't wanna say that I dropped out but I am not going back. Maybe I'll do real college at some point but as of now I'm working. At the time of the last post I was also struggling to find a job. But now I'm o... » Continue Reading
I started collecting CDs at the very beginning of June and now I'm gonna use this blog as a way to document my collection (I also have a discogs profile which is babugz , but adding stuff on there is kinda a hastle especially with vinyl and idk if my collection is even public so) [Update 5/25/2024] My previous images went obsolite so I took an updated photo of all of them that where in my room. I'... » Continue Reading
I feel like showing my guitars and sharing their stories. I've been meaning to give them names but I'm no good at coming up with names. Also I don't know all too much about like guitar models and stuff but I'm starting to learn. My hollow body bass, I think the brand is either called Webly or Weebly? My dad's frie » Continue Reading