11:31pm

[11/15/23] Before I get started, I realized its been like 8 months since I wrote a "diary entry" like blogpost. It's funny, I was in community college then, I failed two of those classes and I don't wanna say that I dropped out but I am not going back. Maybe I'll do real college at some point but as of now I'm working. At the time of the last post I was also struggling to find a job. But now I'm on the GRIND. Saving up and such, for what? Not sure yet.

Anyway, I started this post wanting to sort of reflect on my mental since my last blogpost but for the most part I've been distracting myself with working, getting high or spending money. I've been pretty shut off with people I think, I don't talk to my friends as much as I used to. I think it's cos I'm more busy but I dunno. So for the most part things are the same but I have a job and talk less.

On a lighter note, I am friendly with my coworkers and I like them a lot. The work does kinda suck plus with the increased foot traffic due to the approaching holidays but my coworkers make it bearable. I got an interview for another job a couple weeks ago but it was bad pay and worse hours and I'm glad they didn't call me back. Also since I've last been active I became OBSESSED with skate 3, almost everyday I play it to reach 100% completion (currently at 98.something%, STUCK AT OWN THE LOTS GRAH). Been playing on the Xbox 360 that my little brother stole from my dads house, the 2010 experience.