1:35pm

[5/23/2024] Hey! It's been 6 months since I posted a life blog entry and it's been a year of working at target my current place of work! Which is the longest I stayed at a job so good for me! But unfortunately things have just got worse and worse as I stay here, I get given a lot of hours despite me wanting to keep this a relatively part time thing. Now that I have a new job that Im actually excited for (it's still retail... but better than what I'm doing now) I still have another 30 hour week I have to worry about on top of my new job schedule. It shouldn't be too tough because I have worked two jobs before but target is extremely draining. After this next week things should for sure calm down. I'll only be going on demand so I come in basically whenever I want. I'm not ready to let go of this job yet because it pays more lmao. 

Lately, I feel like I've also been wrapped up in a lot of family drama because my Tio and my Nana have been living with me on and off for a bit. A lot of it is due to my mom's on and off boyfriend that she keeps around despite basically all her friends and family hating him. But I'd rather not get into that now. Most of it is past us and since my Tio is here my mom doesn't bring her bf around him (he hates him soo bad).

I've been trying to take better care of myself and my cat. I've put smoking and drinking on more as a once in awhile occasion instead of smoking every night like I used to. Since my Nana is here I've been skipping meals less and eating healthier. I'm avoiding spending too much time on my phone and getting more into things that are more mentally stimulating like movies and video games (not the best hobbies but yaknow, better than mindlessly scrolling tiktok all day like I used to). I kinda put skateboarding on hold because of my family living with me and the weather getting hotter and hotter but I need to get back on that. I'm sure once my job situation is under control I can definitely set up time to do that.

Hoping things get better and summer goes great! (hopefully I dont melt to death)