3:31pm

[8/26/2024] Last time I made a blog entry like this is it was the end of May, I had started a new job in the hopes of leaving my old one. Unfortunately, it hasn't gone the way I was hoping. I do like the new job way more than my old one but my hours are really low so I keep getting hours from my old job. I didn't really mind and even now I don't mind all that much. The way things are working there is way better than from when I had just went on demand. Having two jobs is kinda hard when it comes to getting the right hours and being able to get the shifts you want when your available but it also helps me from getting bored or burnt out. I'm still kinda riding that new job high but I don't think its going to last much longer. With how low hours I'm getting and the less pay than the old job it seems dumb to stay at the new job when I can just go back to target my old job and get more pay and hours. But I think after my vacation next week I'm going to a temp agency. Retail has been all I know but working two part-time jobs (if you can even call them that...) is not working for me anymore. I'm going to ask for a desk job, maybe a receptionist or admin deal, but I heard they get paid less. I'm tired of customers and being on my feet all the time. Plus, my mom is charging me rent now so I need the extra hours and to budget more (if I spend more time working I'll probably spend less money). I also need to save so I can move out at some point, I know it's nearly impossible in this economy now but if I work more maybe it'll look less impossible.

I got my wisdom teeth removed at the very beginning of this month, I really thought I would be completely normal after a week. I got all 4 of them removed. Its been about 3 weeks and I'm still scared to eat anything crunchy or smoke. If I knew it would take this long to heal I would've waited even longer to get them taken out... I'm hoping at the one month mark I can get back to eating anything I want. If not I don't know what I'll do with myself, I feel like I'm on a shitty diet and I want to be over it already.

I turn 21 in 6 days. I'm excited but at the same time I'm nervous. My mom planned a trip to Vegas for the weekend after. I bought so much stuff I cant wait to show off for the trip. But also I don't know much about Vegas besides the casinos and bars, neither really excite me but I should live it up a little right? I should go all out at least once just to try it. Its definitely not going to be my scene but whatever. I hope I get to go all out with shopping and nice food at least... that's what I really want. If I remember I'll post a new entry after the trip and spill all about it.

I don't think anyone reads these but Goodbye!