yello, i am so glad im not in a relationship tbh... i go through the stories of people posting their one year aniversaries and it makes me thankfull im have things after highschool. literally what would i even do with a boyfriend rn? ignore his texts like??? theres so much time for me its kinda awesome! of course sometimes it is frustrating, im still frustrated that the man I broke up with... » Continue Reading
yello, bro i jst reread the thing wrote about hating adam on here LMAO ITS SO FUCKING FUNNY i was so mad i need to remeember that whenever i miss him lol but life has been pretty good i wanna get on here and write more insightfull stuff or just general happy cute stuff im also just hitting the realization im for real, growing up like, i buy stuff responsibly and only if its good quality, or i... » Continue Reading
Hai more of life and stuff, its been a min for good reason, so to respond to what i last talked about on here adam and I have been broken up for almost as long as the actual relationship was so yaya and i think i got over it offically around new years i have a vivid memory of summer where i wished pn a dandelion and I wished i would be over it by new years, and i would like to think thats the ... » Continue Reading
why am i so strange? right before finals week, my sister came into town and stayed with me, we had a great time and I felt that we really bonded, but in the same way, nothing had changed. But, soemthing about being alone in the house together gave me major dejavu, that had been blocked literally, until now as a write this. I have spent the past couple years doing a deep cleansing, changing, and he... » Continue Reading
soooo i had my birthday prty yesterday and it was so fun!!!! im alsways super wierd about my birthday becaise fo past trauma stuff but i was able to chill out enough this year to really enjoy it. I had kara lily alex and my boyfriend adam mover and we had such a nice time. and im gonna gush i little more about adam because i love him, hes just the sweetest boy. he got along eht my firends so well ... » Continue Reading
today it started off with us finishing finals and walking out of school during lunch. I said goodbye to friends and felt my hand shaking a bit. i met up with adam and lindsay was right in front of us,,,, yikes,,, but it was funny lol. he bought me (a first) tai iced tea that was HUGE jesus christ it was large. we sat on the bench and talked kind of akwardly about nothing, just vidoes we had seen s... » Continue Reading
Hello again :p today im finally back at shcool after a prolonged bit of covid, ive gotten my dreaded math final over and done with but I have to say I am not as confident as i would have hoped. Im in a program for extra help which is nice but it makes me feel really stupid. The TA gives me extra help and pretty much answers any questions i have, even lets me use notes which i know isnt fair, but ... » Continue Reading
I like doing little blogs like this so im going to start doing these like little public diary entries!! its not liek anyoene will read these anyway lolz, anyways rn i still have covid which sucks :p my covid buddy tested negative which is great for her but im scared i may not be negative by monday :// which would be a HUGE problem cause ive already missed two BIG finals which i wouldnt be able to ... » Continue Reading