diary december 19 2022

Hello again :p 

today im finally back at shcool after a prolonged bit of covid, ive gotten my dreaded math final over and done with but I have to say I am not as confident as i would have hoped. Im in a program for extra help which is nice but it makes me feel really stupid. The TA gives me extra help and pretty much answers any questions i have, even lets me use notes which i know isnt fair, but who am i to look a gift horse in the mouth :p. But also just if i dint have her help i most likely would have failed that test, not because i am stupid, i know well enough thats not the case, but it definitly doesnt make me feel great about myself. Anyways, also did my dance final which was kind of hilarious cause i learned 80 percent of it minuites before performing lmao. So i dint do particularuilly well but it think shell give a little grace haha. ummmm more about math, i love my group and im so sad we wont be next to eachother next semester, but one of the people is my boyfriends best friend so hopefully we get to hang out more :,( also i get to actually hang out with my bf thursday !!! it may seem silly but we never get to talk at school so i get excited when we make plans to see eachother, it will be after finals too which will be nice :3 hes been feeling insecure about not being able to express his feeligns irl so were gonna do like a bunch of emotional exersises ??? lmao like tell your life story in five minuites, ask eachother your biggest questions about the other yadda yadda blah blah idk im just exided will maybe write l8er okay byeeeee