birgday!!!!

soooo i had my birthday prty yesterday and it was so fun!!!! im alsways super wierd about my birthday becaise fo past trauma stuff but i was able to chill out enough this year to really enjoy it. I had kara lily alex and my boyfriend adam mover and we had such a nice time. and im gonna gush i little more about adam because i love him, hes just the sweetest boy. he got along eht my firends so well and my family offically knows were dating so we got to do things liek hold hands and hold eachother without fear fo being "found out". and he wrote me the sweetest page just saying how he loves me?? im so fuckign lucky dide i love him so bad. for my actual birthday we havnt really done much, i am attempting to write my dbq ( its die in like four hours and i am barely through 1/2) and just laying in bed dissacociating. All my friends are so sweet though, i got so many birthday wishes i really love my friends i feel like thel uckiest person in the world to have such genuine people in my life. Same with my dads gf tory, shes so sweet and made me my favoriet dinner ( sunday gravy!!!!!!) i wanna rmmbr what i did so imwirting it here but yeah! lil life update