Writepril #6

Hai ima hit you with #6 on day 8 cuz yolo as fuck. Im on my own time. Period

I had a beautiful Saturday with my beautiful baby Kata. We did 13 errands. We got a lot of sweet treats and also went to the thrift store. That is a sweet treat too. Got a delicious goat cheese on sale from organic garage. It’s so yum. We spent some time outdoors soaking up the sun drinking coronas 😎 waited for pookie to come home and had a lovely silly evening with my ladies singing, dancing and just purely enjoying their company trying not to worry about anything else.

Yesterday I so sick. I bought a weed drink cuz I can’t smoke anything it hurts so much. I sat in the sun for 2 hours and the fresh air was nice. I watched new moon and im going to watch eclipse today to celebrate the solar eclipse. I also ate fish and chips yesterday.

Yesterday I went the whole day no vape cuz it hurts too much to smoke as I said. So that might just be it for me since I already did day 1 and im well into day 2.

I have this looming anxiety and weight on my shoulders everyday and I know what it comes from but im at a loss for how to resolve it. It just makes everyday have this underlying sadness and I hate it. Maybe I’ll touch more on that in entry #7 privately.

That’s all from me for now. 

Peace n luv,

Maimai


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such a weird experience when ur having a nice day or good time but have an anxiety monkey on ur back. hope u r feeling better soon <3


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I loved our day together and I'm still shining inside from it. Thank u...
I'm sorry to hear ur sick but at least its an opportunity to spend time away from vices..
and in regards to looming anxiety I hear you thats the human experience innit. I trust that whatever ails you will be resolved and you will always make the choices you need to make . if you need a listening ear, baby kata is here..! always on the other end of a text message.
Remember u are loved and a shining star.


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