i just saw something cute. it reminded me that my dad's girlfriend is the only one I would call my mom if they married. last when I was over there she asked me if she could size me for a binder because we both knew my mom wouldn't have done it. my mom 98% is transphobic. and my dad was happy I told him I wanted to be called by Seth and not my dead name. it's the moments that u have to think about.... » Continue Reading
it's a little corny- It had its better days, summer 20##. I wore earbuds on the bus going to my school as a 9th grader. I can't wait to see my friend Lana. It's hot, and I am just there to see my friend. I get there and I find them all in a group. it was weird because a few weeks ago I slept over at Lana's, after that, I kept asking but she said excuse and excuse. but anyways. I have a deep conne... » Continue Reading
after they have sex, they always have the camera pointing facing down at a bed and the actors always fall simultaneously together as they are out of breath. » Continue Reading
maybe that's the reason. I sleep too fucking much, I miss out. I feel like a clown for sleeping. I let someone down and what was I doing? fucking sleeping. i woke up and looked in the mirror. saw a hideous beast. looks all huge and gross. why would anyone want to be friends with it? it lets down their friends half of the time. then when it doesn't, it feels like it did something when it didn't. It... » Continue Reading
there is none and I don't want to click the one on google because it just brings me backnot the way I want. i don't know what I'm saying :P » Continue Reading
My recent dream is one of them that u can remember all day. and with me, I can't ever remember anything. I can't even remember to remind myself to eat something that day. there was a man about 6'7. blond. he was so fucking annoying. he said he was a killer but only children he killed. I have a little sister. (I had the dream before but he didn't do anything he just hid under my sister's bed. ) he... » Continue Reading
I don’t k ow to to get skinny without dying. I’m 14 and I’m like probably 250 pounds. I eat too much. I don’t even eat that much some days. Maybe one meal tomorrow and like 5 today. I just wanna get skinny. Any tips without the starving or working out? I CANT even go to 4 days starving myslef and working out I would just quit. » Continue Reading
Why am I always losing friends? I'm just so Annoying I wanna cry at night but I don't I'm alwavs such a let down 1 become distant Why do I keep on losing them? I'm becoming grey I'm scared of myself I don't have much or anyone really I wanna turn grey and shut everyone out but it's gunna be my fault hate myself and I wanna be left alone but what does that do for me? Be alone forever? I don’t know ... » Continue Reading
I wish I looked better. Better body. Skinny. Flat chest. Better looking. Clean face. Smaller thighs and ass. Smaller stomach. Better hands. Longer hair. I would if I could change everything about me. But I can’t. I’m to lazy. I have myself. Everything about me. I’m so self centered. I always ruin something. It’s how I get my anger out. But when I do someone’s mad at me. I get mad at myself for the... » Continue Reading