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the one i see in dreams. i think i know him. i don't know why but a few months ago. I've been thinking of him. i haven't spoken to him in years. i don't think he remembers me. he's the probly the complete opposite of what i have in my mind. but its driving me insane. i don't know why or what it is. I've never felt actual love. i don't have theses feelings. but it makes me confused. i wanna know who he is today.
im confused on my feelings and my own soul.
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filomena kestrel serenji
Sounds like limerence? I have that too, getting obsessed with the idea of someone in your head, the whole day revolving around them. I still dream about the people I felt it for. I like to think it's just my brain processing all the intense emotions. It doesn't have to mean anything. My advice is to try not to wonder why you are dreaming about this person, because in my experience it makes the obsession stronger. I need to eat my own dog food though because I tend to overthink about why I am feeling a certain way or having a certain thought, and it only makes me more miserable :')
I hope you can find some calm in your head.