Recently I decided to always wake up at 5:30 am for school, and its so much more chill. I have more time to make myself ready, to eat breakfast and to study even a bit. I recommend, 9/10 tho, I always feel so tired and sleep in the bus for 30 minutes !! When do yall wake up and what does your morning routine looks like? It had a friend once who always would wake up at 6:45 oclock to get the bus, w... » Continue Reading
In summertime I rarely can concentrate on anything school related, all I wanna do is drive my bike and listen to music, eat delicious little treats, draw and read books, hang out in the city with my friends or alone and go on holiday like I havent been to albania for like a decade and I also really want to visit some other countries like bosnia, turkey, spain... Germany is a wealthy country and I ... » Continue Reading
I never understand myself, I never knew how anything works around me. When I was a pre teen, I didnt know how to take care of myself, specially because I used to be in a really bad place when I was 13. Deodorant and daily showers were not something usual, I sometimes would wake up at 7am in the weekends and stay in bed till 1pm because I couldnt get up. The only thing that convinced me to get up w... » Continue Reading
As some of you might know, its still ramadan and I have been fasting! But something just doesnt feel right. While ramadan, I have felt very depressed and lonely, I can rarely concentrate on anything school related and I seem to lose my creativity. I feel like I was made for constant work and having stress a lot, which is unhealthy. But why do I feel specially like this on ramadan? And on the last ... » Continue Reading
Fellow german people, do you remember this one TV program called „VIVA“? If youre not from a german speaking country, then you might not know about viva, which was a tv program like MTV but newer and german. I remember a lot of it, since my sister used to watch this program with my cousins a lot. Viva had its peak in the late 2000s, and presented a lot of newer pop songs and funny tv shows and ki... » Continue Reading
The belief in practicing any religion wasnt a thing we regularly did, well not before the war in kosovo. Before the war, all my cousins got taught on how to pray in the right way, and as you can see in the caption, were muslims. My fathers side are sunnits, my grandpa (mothers fathers) was an orthodox christian and my grandma was a shia muslim, so the combo is hitting different. Although I could p... » Continue Reading
I have a week left before my apprentice job as a nurse ends. I almost worked 10 Weeks as a nurse, so you kinda get the experience. I know its a bit different from what I talk about usually but I feel like I need to talk about some things, that have been in my head for a while. 1. Nursing i » Continue Reading
My name is ajola and this is the very first chapter of Immigrant stories. I will be telling stories of me and my family, on how they immigrated and what we have experienced as an Immigrant family. If you have any stories to this topic, I would love to read them! My actual name isnt ajola, I actually have a very german name. My family was obsessed with this weird german show, and there was a girl ... » Continue Reading
Selam yall! Here is a little january update: its going bad, I hate january so much..I cant express the lazyness and how much it affects me but I gotta tell you guys, my lazyness just doesnt come out of nowhere: In one of my older blogs, I told a little bit about my apprenticeship job as a nurse (10 weeks, I already finished 7!) and its soo exhausting. In Germany, when you do a short time apprentic... » Continue Reading
Christmas is the most boring time of the year because I dont celebrate it and also all the stores are closed!! And I live in a small town..All of my depression walks include going to the store and buy comfort food. Also there has been a lot of guests coming to visit us lately and my introvert self cannot handle this pressure, so I had to cry, very sensetive of me but its better rather than let all... » Continue Reading
Went to this Christmas party from work with all my colleagues , it was okay, the vibe was weird but they gave me a present!!! So nice of them!! 😵💫 Vallah yall, next week is gonna be the worst week of this year, I have so many exams coming up and a volleyball event…I dont even play volleyball but its for school so no worries. And all the projects I still need to finish up..my teacher was angry at ... » Continue Reading