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Winter Depression can lead to ....

Category: Religion and Philosophy

...Heavy nicotine or drug addiction. Not getting out of bed. Not being able to shower. The disapearing ability to go to outside. Demotivation. Being constantly hungry and crawing sweets or not being hungry at all. Et cetera I always think about how I cn do better, how I can learn from my mistakes and not repeat them. Often, when we face the mistakes we make, its hard to not repeat them. Sometimes ... » Continue Reading

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Waking up at 5 am

Category: Blogging

Recently I decided to always wake up at 5:30 am for school, and its so much more chill. I have more time to make myself ready, to eat breakfast and to study even a bit. I recommend, 9/10 tho, I always feel so tired and sleep in the bus for 30 minutes !! When do yall wake up and what does your morning routine looks like? It had a friend once who always would wake up at 6:45 oclock to get the bus, w... » Continue Reading

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Im leaving

Category: Music

On a jet plane I don't know if I'll be back again Kiss me and smile for me Tell me that you'll wait for me Hold me, like you know I'll never go Even though you know I will I'm a travelling man Moving through places Space and time But Inshallah I'm coming back to you My baby-boo I'm a travelling man Moving through places Space and time Got a lot of things I got to do But God willing I'm coming back... » Continue Reading

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Look to the sky

Category: Blogging

In summertime I rarely can concentrate on anything school related, all I wanna do is drive my bike and listen to music, eat delicious little treats, draw and read books, hang out in the city with my friends or alone and go on holiday like I havent been to albania for like a decade and I also really want to visit some other countries like bosnia, turkey, spain... Germany is a wealthy country and I ... » Continue Reading

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The concept of me

Category: Blogging

I never understand myself, I never knew how anything works around me. When I was a pre teen, I didnt know how to take care of myself, specially because I used to be in a really bad place when I was 13. Deodorant and daily showers were not something usual, I sometimes would wake up at 7am in the weekends and stay in bed till 1pm because I couldnt get up. The only thing that convinced me to get up w... » Continue Reading

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Is it normal to feel that way??

Category: Blogging

As some of you might know, its still ramadan and I have been fasting! But something just doesnt feel right. While ramadan, I have felt very depressed and lonely, I can rarely concentrate on anything school related and I seem to lose my creativity. I feel like I was made for constant work and having stress a lot, which is unhealthy. But why do I feel specially like this on ramadan? And on the last ... » Continue Reading

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German people, remember „viva“??

Category: Blogging

Fellow german people, do you remember this one TV program called „VIVA“?  If youre not from a german speaking country, then you might not know about viva, which was a tv program like MTV but newer and german. I remember a lot of it, since my sister used to watch this program with my cousins a lot. Viva had its peak in the late 2000s, and presented a lot of newer pop songs and funny tv shows and ki... » Continue Reading

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Immigrant stories: Belief ☪️

Category: Blogging

The belief in practicing any religion wasnt a thing we regularly did, well not before the war in kosovo. Before the war, all my cousins got taught on how to pray in the right way, and as you can see in the caption, were muslims. My fathers side are sunnits, my grandpa (mothers fathers) was an orthodox christian and my grandma was a shia muslim, so the combo is hitting different. Although I could p... » Continue Reading

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Nursing: My experience

Category: Blogging

I have a week left before my apprentice job as a nurse ends. I almost worked 10 Weeks as a nurse, so you kinda get the experience. I know its a bit different from what I talk about usually but I feel like I need to talk about some things, that have been in my head for a while.  1. Nursing in general  It is what it is, exhausting. Its one of the lowest paid jobs in germany, yet the one, that needs ... » Continue Reading

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Immigrant Stories: Intro

Category: Books and Stories

My name is ajola and this is the very first chapter of Immigrant stories. I will be telling stories of me and my family, on how they immigrated and what we have experienced as an Immigrant family. If you have any stories to this topic, I would love to read them!  My actual name isnt ajola, I actually have a very german name. My family was obsessed with this weird german show, and there was a girl ... » Continue Reading

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January Update: „Lazyness“ and lots of work

Category: Blogging

Selam yall! Here is a little january update: its going bad, I hate january so much..I cant express the lazyness and how much it affects me but I gotta tell you guys, my lazyness just doesnt come out of nowhere: In one of my older blogs, I told a little bit about my apprenticeship job as a nurse (10 weeks, I already finished 7!) and its soo exhausting. In Germany, when you do a short time apprentic... » Continue Reading

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Looking back

Category: Blogging

Christmas is the most boring time of the year because I dont celebrate it and also all the stores are closed!! And I live in a small town..All of my depression walks include going to the store and buy comfort food. Also there has been a lot of guests coming to visit us lately and my introvert self cannot handle this pressure, so I had to cry, very sensetive of me but its better rather than let all... » Continue Reading

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