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Category: Life
TW:Cutting, Sewerslide So my moms super emotionally abusive and stuff and I only talk to my uncle about my issues because my mom likes to use them against me. I have recently started to cut again, and I told him. He's noticed how worried I am for when he moves out, like I don't know what I would do with myself and that I would probably try and kill myself again. I've been cutting since I was 11 bu... » Continue Reading
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
So during my dreams and stuff, I seem to have this very big obsession with money, I'm always buying the things that I want and things that I don't need. The way that things in my dream go is that or I'm being chased but the past 4 days my dreams have been about drama and stuff. My dreams start out as I'm dating someone that I used to like and me and them end up having sex then going on dates and s... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
So I think I'm over Nick, I get into people and lose interest very quickly. I think it's because I don't like when people aren't constantly into me. I'm just weird that way. My feelings still linger for my ex and I really miss her but in the same way I know I'm going to have to get over it pretty quickly. I'm really on the fence about liking Nick rn. I also heard about something through him himsel... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
So a new addiction of mine has started, smoking cigarettes. I did dumb and smoked before school so now my clothes, breath and hair smells like it. It also doesn't help that because of my mental health, I haven't showered in like 4 days. So the second I get home, I'm getting into the shower. I can't fucking do this to myself anymore. » Continue Reading
Category: School, College, University
So I am in the JROTC for my school and I feel as if I'm one of the only not annoying kids in there. All of the other ones are like Fortnite kids and all they do is talk about the weirdest shit I could ever think about. There are like in total around 7 or 8 kids that want to leave because of how hard PT and the people are on us. Which to be honest, the only thing that I would somewhat understand is... » Continue Reading
Category: School, College, University
I am so tired. I had physical training yesterday in ROTC and omg. My legs don't really hurt, mostly my back and arms do. I think the only reason that my legs don't hurt is that I walked around 5 miles before pt day. I mean it way okay though, my asthma was acting up a lot more because of the way that I've been spending my time which has been smoking cigarettes. It's a slay moment for me because I ... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
I have this kid in one of my classes that I have this huge crush on him too. I almost asked him for his number today because of the way that he treats me. I am a sucker for people that treat me like a guy and when people kind of pick on me and end up hitting me as a joke and teasing me but in the same way when stuff goes south, they defend me. This kid in my school ends up defending me towards his... » Continue Reading
Category: School, College, University
So of course it's a Monday which means school. I'm chill with school ig. I don't see any reason that I wouldn't minus that it wakes me up in the mornings but that's about it. I have a random lemon in my backpack, his name is Larry the Emotional support lemon. I drew a face with a bow tie and a top hat on him. And 100% I think I'm going to end up making another account for my alter ego. Like I have... » Continue Reading
Category: Parties and Nightlife
I went to Walmart today while the weather was mid. So in Texas rn, the weather is going left and right. One hour it's like really sunny and then another hour it's super humid and then it starts to rain and then not rain. So when I was walking to the Walmart which is around 36 minutes away, so when I did that it was around 9:35pm and when I got there it was 10:15 and when I got there, I went in wit... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Me and my friend were on a call and I casually asked what would happen if I just humped the chair I am sitting in. I was joking and all but like that was such a big thing to her and she said I should post it in a blog so I am doing that rn. I guess that the amount of times I've asked her the dumbest questions, she's gotten fed up with it in a way and doesn't want to be the only one to know about i... » Continue Reading
Category: Parties and Nightlife
So last night I went and walked to a 7-11 to go get a slurpee and some snacks. I walked around 1.1 miles to get there and when I got there I got 1 blueberry slurpee and some snacks. I sat outside of the 7-11 and drank my drink while I was on the phone with my friend and then went in and bought me another 2 slurpees and her one for school on Tuesday. While I was walking back home last night though,... » Continue Reading
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Category: Friends
So me and a friend that I've had for around 6 to 7 years has become really toxic towards me and has been being really distant and I haven't really done anything to them so I've been thinking about it and think that it's best for me to straight up just leave the friendship. The only issue I keep running into is that I rely on people around me to keep me happy and sane so when I don't have anyone a... » Continue Reading
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