boys at my school <3

I have this kid in one of my classes that I have this huge crush on him too. I almost asked him for his number today because of the way that he treats me. I am a sucker for people that treat me like a guy and when people kind of pick on me and end up hitting me as a joke and teasing me but in the same way when stuff goes south, they defend me. This kid in my school ends up defending me towards his friends. Like this kid let's call him, Nick. Nick has been defending me since we ended up in class together. He's asked me the same questions that he asks everyone. He has ended up asking about my sex life which mind you, that's just the type of guy a lot of the guys at my school are and it's mostly a joke but he has never crossed a line. But me and him have one class period together and he was originally sitting next to one kid, after he kept getting in trouble during class, he ended up moving next to me. Like me and him went to middle school together, mind you we are in high-school rn and he's been talking to me as a joke during middle school but then realized that I guess he really likes talking to me. But this kid has come to school high and stuff like that, sadly I've been sober for like 2 months almost three months from weed. Yes I know it's not good but shit happened and I was peer pressured by my stepdad but he's gone now so it doesn't really matter anymore. But this kid is so hot in my opinion, I think it's because last year all he did was wear a mask to cover up his acne but now it's gone away and omg, even before hand I bet he would've been hot asf. Because now I have a huge crush on him and am at a constant cycle of wanting to ask him for his number and or his snap chat. Both ways I get what I want, but yeah. He's so fucking hot in my opinion. I think I'm gonna take a few shots before school tomorrow and see what happens because the way that I act is a lot better and i  don't drink that often. I just have a bunch of deep rooted issues. But this man is so fine. I mean so fine.