School today

I am so tired. I had physical training yesterday in ROTC and omg. My legs don't really hurt, mostly my back and arms do. I think the only reason that my legs don't hurt is that I walked around 5 miles before pt day. I mean it way okay though, my asthma was acting up a lot more because of the way that I've been spending my time which has been smoking cigarettes. It's a slay moment for me because I only like the way that they taste and feel not the way they get me high. I hate it but I do understand why people get addicted. But the people in my world geography class are so fucking annoying, you have no idea. The amount of times I've almost snapped at this girl in my class because of how annoying she is and because she keeps calling me my deadname. I'm getting fed up with it. I don't even know how she got my name in the first place or how the hell I wouldn't remember talking to her when I first moved out here. I don't get it, it makes me so mad and last year me and my friends all told her that she has to start calling me kayden and not my deadname but she won'r stop. Like she does have some mental and physical issues so I did let it slide but this bitch knows by this point. Everyone around her even her teachers from last year explained it to her and yet she still won't stop. I swear, I'm going to slap her and some of these other bitches. The way that they treat each other here isn't right. Like I get that they don't get along or like each other but I honestly don't think that the way they treat each other that they should ignore themselves or just not talk to each other. Like the girl that I hate, she's so fucking loud and I have very bad anxiety but she just screams by deadname for no fucking reason and then like during our middle school I went off on her because of it. But slaayyy