Wow, it´s been quite some time, hasn´t it. I don´t really even know who this blog is for. Myself? The people on here who think I might have died? uhhhh. I honestly have no fucking clue haha. But! Hi. Hello. How are you. I´m Sylvie, but in other places people call me Sylv. I guess the short nickname thing from Diogenes to Dio stuck, haha. No one calls me Dio anymore, especially because my discord n... » Continue Reading
tw: suicidal ideation I'm so tired. I'm so tired of the way that things are going, and I'm tired of pretending that its ok. Shit is awful right now. Absolutely terrible. I'm not coping I'm not ok its not fine. I tell people that it is but it really isn't and when people try to help its worse. I'm exhausted. I'm failing in my classes I'm a failure. I can't get enough work done I can barely focus. I... » Continue Reading
TW: manipulation, bdsm shit, stupid sexual dependency its the night before my 17th birthday. the 16th year of my life is about to come to a close. I just got led on by someone. They were flirting with me and they knew what I wanted but they used me for what they wanted and left. I’d ask them again and again to be upfront with me, to communicate with me, to tell me what they really want, but they j... » Continue Reading
hey spacehey, I've been neglecting you, sorry about that. I just haven't really had good luck meeting people on here, and aren't on the best of terms with some of the people I used to know on here, so well, I don't use this site that often. However, I still kind of care about this blog, and my phone is dead, and there isn't really much better to do than explain what's going on right now with me (a... » Continue Reading
Hey, feeling a little bit better than last blog, although this one will be a little less formally structured than usual. I've just been feeling really really aimless and unmotivated all the time these last few months, so it's hard to find things to keep me busy or content. Well, recently I picked up watching anime again! I didn't really watch it THAT much in the past, but I'll admit I'm a bit of a... » Continue Reading
hey spacehey users, it's me, Sylvie. I'm back again to do some more blogging for you guys. I've been really tired and unmotivated so I haven't made any blog posts in a little bit, but here I am, to try and give you a look into my life again. Hopefully you enjoy. I've just been... really exhausted recently? Kind of defeated with life. It is the way it is, and I'm just going to have to get through t... » Continue Reading
Trigger Warning: Suicide, Self Harm, trauma, drug abuse I feel like I'm not fucking allowed to feel mad. My parents only focus on the things that I have that are going well for me. They don't give a fuck that I feel like I'm alone because apparently I'm not because I have them. When I get mad, I speak my mind. I tell what I'm really thinking. But all it gets is my dad fucking yelling at me and tel... » Continue Reading
Hey! It's been a little bit since I wrote an update about my life. It's a little cathartic, and I could use a bit of an escape right now. So, here's how things are going! Just ended April Vacation, today is my first day back in school. Seeing people again certainly hasn't been fun. I forgot how much I hate some of these people. It's a pain in the ass, but there's only 7 more weeks left. Which, no... » Continue Reading
havent done one of these in a while! Might be fun 1. What is your best friend's name? I don’t currently have one :/ 2. What color underwear/b » Continue Reading
heya! Its been a minute, and I don’t have a ton to say, so this will suffice. In the last 4 or so days I’ve watched/read two really good love stories, and its both really nice to see because I love romance, but also really a bit painful because I’m lonely as fuck haha. The movie was about this couple who erases their memories of each-other because they were fighting but then find each-other again.... » Continue Reading
hey hey! making another blog for you guys, this one might be a little shorter (we'll have to wait and see eheh), so hopefully short n sweet! I wanted to talk a little about this experience I have with music I really like that's important to me. So, lets start with a bit of a story. Today, well, it hasn't been the worst of days, but it certainly hasn't been a pleasant day. I've been working hard t... » Continue Reading