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DNI list & BYI

Category: SpaceHey

Not really much of a DNI person, but there are some exceptionz - probably just the basic DNI, ESPECIALLY men over 30 who will flirt with me, but it includez: - pedoz - zoophilez - homophobez - transphobez - ableistz - acephobez especially since I am aroace - PPL who don't believe in caedromantic, I know that aromanticity isn't usually caused by trauma but !sometimez! it IS. - PPL who h8 on therian... » Continue Reading

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How to live your life as if it was 2000-2014 - a tutorial.

Category: Blogging

Hi. I decided to make a blog post about how to live the life you miss or could never have, but wish to have. I got you, so don't worry! We're in the Rawring 20s, Frutiger Aero and Y2K are very popular, and queen Pawlina is here to help you live like you want to! x3 As you might know, » Continue Reading

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My life as a young beautiful woman on the ace spectrum.

Category: Life

HAIII!!!  This post will be rather serious, as you can tell by the way I spell - not using numbers or anything. A small warning: I wanted to warn you that my blog might contain mentions of s*xual offences & paedophilia . If you're comfortable with reading further, I encourage you to. You might learn something new or just help me spread the word. If you don't fee » Continue Reading

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Dear Santa Claus [my only wish]

Category: Pets and Animals

Dear Santa Claus, the Bringer of Christmas Cheer. I am writing to tell you what I would like to get for Christmas. Just remember to read til the very end, 'cause nothing on top is half as important to me as the last thing. I would really l » Continue Reading

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TWEEKCORE - PERSONAL COPING AESTHETIC (can use!)

Category: Fashion, Style, Shopping

Tweekcore is my personal aesthetic based mostly off of Tweek Tweak from South Park, however it's used by me to cope with severe anxiety and paranoia. I implemented it after having a major breakdown ("tweakout") over the fear that Donald Trump was going to hurt me, and that I would be arrested by the FBI for making a troll tweet. This aesthetic got its main motiff from season 21 of South Park, espe... » Continue Reading

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A rant. / TW

Category: Life

Look at the parents status statistics. Most of the Disney princesses' trauma is losing one or both parents, which is I would say quite rare IRL. There's a similar tendency in anime. But you know what is fucking underrepresented yet really common IRL?! Having both parents, they're married, but living in horrible conditions like poverty. No » Continue Reading

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A letter to my future children.

Category: Life

Hello sweetheart (s), this is Your mother at age 18. I just really want to tell You how wanted You are. I'm just 18 and I'm not trying for a child yet, however, if I would accidentally end up pregnant, I would be overjoyed either way. I don't know what the future will bring, but what I want to tell You is that I do not want a partner and most parents are couples. However, I really long to have a c... » Continue Reading

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Wendigo/deer demon transformation symptoms (from experience)

Category: Dreams and the Supernatural

So as some of you know, I got turned into a wendigo/deer demon so I decided to list the symptoms I got DNI if you bully people for their beliefs, like being otherkin, or beliefs in demons and transformation. You don't have to believe it, it's okay if you are here to explore other beliefs! Or if you're looking for a prompt for a story or something! Don't induce these to be cool, this happened to me... » Continue Reading

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[OTHERKIN] Deer demon/wendigo transformation

Category: Dreams and the Supernatural

Disclaimer: If you are a hater of all therian/otherkin/voidpunk individuals, I may politely ask you to leave. If you comment something hateful here, your comment will get deleted. I might deserve the hate, but my non-human readers do not. However, if you're a human who respects otherkin and want to use this as a reference for creating a story, go ahead! It would be silly if VivziePop read this and... » Continue Reading

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A zombie outbreak is possible - an analysis of the possibility of the rabies virus mutating into something even worse.

Category: Dreams and the Supernatural

Disclaimer: I'm not a medical professional. I have a lot of medical knowledge, especially concering virology, but still this article is just a speculation. I'm writing it mainly because I want to study game studies and create an apocalyptic game someday. Rabies is one of the deadliest infectious diseases in the world, with a mortality rate close to 100%. This is mainly due to the fact » Continue Reading

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Things no one talks about: attachment issues.

Category: Romance and Relationships

So, I most likely have BPD (professional opinion) and I can get some serious attachment issues. However, if someone hears about attachment issues, they usually thinking about romantic relationships only, but it's not exactly true. After my girlfriend broke up with me, my friend became very protective of me, often displaying signs of affection despite stating he just wants to be friends. This reall... » Continue Reading

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