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Category: Life
Everything I've done has never felt real to me, it could be because I sometimes forget that I'm a real person and the things I do isn't just something that affects me, unfortunately, I am a human being who is perceived by other human beings and that's just something I have to deal with. I practically live in my head so anything I do in real life never mattered to me, because I always came back to ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I'm gonna let myself be delusional since I've never really felt the need to. Don't get me wrong, I'm a very delusional person, but more of a self-awareness delusional. For as long as I can remember, I've always been a day dreamer since, obviously, my dreams are much better than reality. But guys... I don't think I'm being delusional (the most delusional thing I could've said). I saw my crush yeste... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Okay I don't actually feel that way about tarot readings, but I kind of had a phase of tarot and astrology and thought I had some sort of spiritual awakening, when in reality I was trying so hard to make sense of what I felt about a person. I'm not gonna talk about my work crush again because honestly even I'm getting tired of it, but I also was connecting some of those readings to my life and tho... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
There's a reason why I try my hardest to be pessimistic and not optimistic. I live in my head and daydream the fuck out of any small thing I have going on and convince myself that if I manifest it internally, it'll happen out of my head and in real life. But of course, like everything else in life, it doesn't work like that. I need to get my head out of my ass and stop having these delusions about... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Today is Mexican Mother's Day, tomorrow is my mom's birthday, and Sunday is American Mother's Day, and suddenly it makes sense as to why I've been feeling the way I have. Well, not fully, but I forget how much spring affects me. My sister's and I birthdays, my little cousin and grandpa's death, my mom's annual depression, and Mother's Day is just the cherry on top. I love my mom, that's not hard ... » Continue Reading
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I was feeling really giddy and optimistic earlier this week and last week, but now I'm feeling weird and oddly embarrassed. Today I found out that I need to go to another training next week, which means there's a chance I'm gonna see my work crush again, and instead of feeling excited about it, I feel nervous. And that's because I made myself a promise and I'm determined to go through with it, but... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
This isn't something that's new to me, I always knew there was something wrong with me. But maybe it's more serious than I thought it was. And yes, it is yet again about my work crush. I feel too embarrassed to talk about it with someone irl, so I'll just settle for here, it's not like anyone reads them so it's okay. I just really need to get it off my chest, because unfortunately, he's all I've ... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
I unfortunately have become the person who talks about their crush whenever the time is right and honestly I hate it so much, it makes me feel stupid and crazy and I just hate the person I become when I like someone romantically. However, this time it feels different. And no, not because I think this crush is "the one" for me. It's because for someone reason, this crush feels more challenging, and... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Okay so I'm currently at work so I'm gonna try to make this short, but last night I had a dream of my work crush and it's making me go clinically insane. Context: I've had a light crush on his guy for over a year, at least that's how it started it. I don't see him every day so that's why it felt "okay" to have a crush on someone from work, but then it progressed to over analyzing every interaction... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
So yesterday I cried myself to sleep because of how badly I want to be in a relationship lol. In my defensive, it was the first day of my period and I was high so my emotions were all over the place. But anyways, the topic of my love life has been very prevalent recently and I don't know when or how I'll get over it. I always get over it and have some epiphany about enjoying my years of being sing... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Feeling meh right now. Not too bad, but not too good. It's weird. I was so happy last week, and then I was so depressed the beginning of this week, and now I'm meh. The best to describe what I'm feeling is like an emotional hangover. I was feelings all these intense emotions in such a short amount of time, that it all feels kind of silly. Like I overreacted, or it wasn't that serious. It also does... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Today has been such a shit day. Usually I tend to write after my breakdowns, but I right now I can't wait. It's that time of year again where my seasonal depression hits the hardest, and what sucks more is that it's near my birthday. Every spring sucks for me. It's like a curse in my family. Once March comes, all hell breaks loose. I hate this time of year. I forget how bad it gets. But I knew thi... » Continue Reading
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