B!CT0R!4

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"currently trying to rewrite my short story "

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Before 2023 ends...

Category: Life

Long time no see. For once I can say that life has been kinda busy for me, not excessively but I actually had things going on (which is surprising). I caught up with an old friend of mine, I went to my first friendsgiving, I've been going to so many fun field trips from my job, I had my first hinge date which was horrible, I got another bird, my pet fish died, I've been to more concerts than you c... » Continue Reading

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The Barbie Movie

Category: Life

I saw the Barbie movie exactly a week ago and I still can't stop thinking about it. I already wrote about it in my journal, but now I'm on my period so I feel kinda emotional again. Not as emotional as I was a week ago, but still. I love this movie with my whole heart, I can't remember the last movie I've seen that made me this emotional. It made me laugh, cry, and confused in a span of almost two... » Continue Reading

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I lied

Category: Life

I know I said the next time I make an update I'll no longer be a virgin? Well apparently I lied because I canceled it. I guess you can say it started getting to me and I the thought of it made me panic. I know I should go through with all the plans I make and shouldn't be a chicken about new experiences, how else am I going to grow and learn? I just hate getting out of my comfort zone. I hate not ... » Continue Reading

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Catch Up Time

Category: Life

So. A lot to catch up on. One, I got a new phone. I got the iPhone 14 and so far it's been pretty good to me. Two, I went to the TXT ACT: Sweet Mirage show at BMO Stadium, floor seats, two days in a row! Best weekend of my life to be honest. Three, I also went to the Ready to be Twice concert at SoFi Stadium, which was so much fun since I had a pretty shit week that week and I needed it. Four, I'm... » Continue Reading

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Work

Category: Life

Long time no see. Okay, so I've had this job for like 6 months now, and I really like it. Basically, I'm a program leader in the YMCA. What that means is, the YMCA has this program called 'ASES Program' which means "After School Education and Safety" and I work as a program leader in an elementary school. So I'm a "teacher" but not really. Anyways, I have my own group of students, which are 3rd gr... » Continue Reading

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"When life is boring, life is good"

Category: Life

October was a really good month for me. So much happened I forgot what it was like to have shit going on, but over time it started getting boring again. I was pretty happy consistently throughout the whole month, my depressive episode was still going on strong though, but this time around it didn't affect me as much. Maybe I'm getting used to it. Anyways, once things started going back to normal, ... » Continue Reading

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I'm mad

Category: Life

I'm really mad and upset right now. Yesterday I asked my mom if I can go out with my friends to Malibu tomorrow, she said if I did everything I was asked today she'd think about it. This already made me mad for two reasons. One, I never go out especially with my friends. I haven't seen in my friends since last month, and it's literally summer so I feel like I should be seeing my friends more. And ... » Continue Reading

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I just love concerts

Category: Life

I just saw txt about two weeks ago and it was everything I had expected. I had so much fun. Luckily for me, I have four more concerts to attend to. THIS MONTH! FOUR! I cannot wait. That's all I wanted to say, I just love concerts. It's the only time where you can scream your loudest and it's actually acceptable. I have a Seventeen concert, Kcon, and Kard. Hopefully I'm able to buy Haryy Styles and... » Continue Reading

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TXT Concert

Category: Life

I'm seeing txt tomorrow. I'm freaking out about it. I'm so fucking excited. I don't want to sleep because I know the day is going to go by super fast. I'm so so so so so so so excited. I literally cannot wait. I'm gonna have so fun tomorrow. I can't wait! I'M SO EXCITED!!!! TOMORROW IS GOING TO BE SO MUCH FUCKING FUN!!! TOMORROW WILL BE THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE!!! I CAN'T WAIT!! AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!... » Continue Reading

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I jinxed myself

Category: Life

So the last time I came on here I said things were getting better, well that's no longer the case anymore lol. Things have gotten pretty bad as of recently. The only good thing that has happened is I finally got an update about my new job. I start in August. I also started writing again, and I'm actually going somewhere with it. Looks like I have to face traumatic events for me to be inspired. But... » Continue Reading

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One Day at a Time

Category: Life

Things have been getting better since last time. Summer hasn't been too bad, except I literally haven't been doing anything. Which fucking sucks because the whole point of summer is to have fun and make plans, but I've went out like three times since June. Plus, I still don't have a job so my days have been really boring. Speaking of jobs, I recently applied to the YMCA for after school programs. ... » Continue Reading

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Depressive episode

Category: Life

Currently not doing so hot. I haven't had a depressive episode this bad in a long time. Like, I'm not so sure how I'm gonna make it out of this one. Many things can be a reason. For one, I'm practically unemployed now. Technically my last day is next Friday, but I haven't gone to work since I've put my two week notice. But now I'm not gonna be able to have any income for a while, since I haven't r... » Continue Reading

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