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Okay so I'm currently at work so I'm gonna try to make this short, but last night I had a dream of my work crush and it's making me go clinically insane. Context: I've had a light crush on his guy for over a year, at least that's how it started it. I don't see him every day so that's why it felt "okay" to have a crush on someone from work, but then it progressed to over analyzing every interaction... » Continue Reading
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So yesterday I cried myself to sleep because of how badly I want to be in a relationship lol. In my defensive, it was the first day of my period and I was high so my emotions were all over the place. But anyways, the topic of my love life has been very prevalent recently and I don't know when or how I'll get over it. I always get over it and have some epiphany about enjoying my years of being sing... » Continue Reading
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Feeling meh right now. Not too bad, but not too good. It's weird. I was so happy last week, and then I was so depressed the beginning of this week, and now I'm meh. The best to describe what I'm feeling is like an emotional hangover. I was feelings all these intense emotions in such a short amount of time, that it all feels kind of silly. Like I overreacted, or it wasn't that serious. It also does... » Continue Reading
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Today has been such a shit day. Usually I tend to write after my breakdowns, but I right now I can't wait. It's that time of year again where my seasonal depression hits the hardest, and what sucks more is that it's near my birthday. Every spring sucks for me. It's like a curse in my family. Once March comes, all hell breaks loose. I hate this time of year. I forget how bad it gets. But I knew thi... » Continue Reading
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A couple weeks ago, my best friend from middle school DM me wanting to catching up. At first, I said I'd love to and was ready to set a date for our meet up. But then I started thinking (and once I start I can't stop), and I realized that maybe I don't actually want to. Some context, our friendship was pretty messy, like all 7th grade friendships are, but it was different. Of course, she was the ... » Continue Reading
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I've been single for four years now, technically longer but my dating history is so sad so I'll let my sophomore year boyfriend count. Basically, I don't know what it's like to be in a relationship. For as long as I can remember, I've always been known as "the single friend" because for some reason God has cursed me to only have friends that are in somewhat serious relationship and have no single ... » Continue Reading
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I turn 20 in one month and nine days. I didn't think turning 20 would affect me this much, but it's really getting to me. Something about the age 20 seems so surreal to me because I never had to worry about it since was so far away, but now it's here, and it's coming, sooner than I had anticipated. Everyone describes your early 20s is like your second puberty, another coming of age. That sounds so... » Continue Reading
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Long time no see. For once I can say that life has been kinda busy for me, not excessively but I actually had things going on (which is surprising). I caught up with an old friend of mine, I went to my first friendsgiving, I've been going to so many fun field trips from my job, I had my first hinge date which was horrible, I got another bird, my pet fish died, I've been to more concerts than you c... » Continue Reading
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I saw the Barbie movie exactly a week ago and I still can't stop thinking about it. I already wrote about it in my journal, but now I'm on my period so I feel kinda emotional again. Not as emotional as I was a week ago, but still. I love this movie with my whole heart, I can't remember the last movie I've seen that made me this emotional. It made me laugh, cry, and confused in a span of almost two... » Continue Reading
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I know I said the next time I make an update I'll no longer be a virgin? Well apparently I lied because I canceled it. I guess you can say it started getting to me and I the thought of it made me panic. I know I should go through with all the plans I make and shouldn't be a chicken about new experiences, how else am I going to grow and learn? I just hate getting out of my comfort zone. I hate not ... » Continue Reading
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So. A lot to catch up on. One, I got a new phone. I got the iPhone 14 and so far it's been pretty good to me. Two, I went to the TXT ACT: Sweet Mirage show at BMO Stadium, floor seats, two days in a row! Best weekend of my life to be honest. Three, I also went to the Ready to be Twice concert at SoFi Stadium, which was so much fun since I had a pretty shit week that week and I needed it. Four, I'm... » Continue Reading
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Long time no see. Okay, so I've had this job for like 6 months now, and I really like it. Basically, I'm a program leader in the YMCA. What that means is, the YMCA has this program called 'ASES Program' which means "After School Education and Safety" and I work as a program leader in an elementary school. So I'm a "teacher" but not really. Anyways, I have my own group of students, which are 3rd gr... » Continue Reading
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