Meh...

Feeling meh right now. Not too bad, but not too good. It's weird. I was so happy last week, and then I was so depressed the beginning of this week, and now I'm meh. The best to describe what I'm feeling is like an emotional hangover. I was feelings all these intense emotions in such a short amount of time, that it all feels kind of silly. Like I overreacted, or it wasn't that serious. It also doesn't help that I'm now on my period, and whenever I become extremely emotional it's always the week before my period starts. So that's great. I hate letting my emotions takeover me. But at the same time, I never let it happen, so I guess I could give myself some slack. I just feel so embarrassed. I lost control over myself. 

I mean I didn't. I didn't overreact. I don't know what I'm talking about. Maybe it's because I look back at what happened and I know now everything that went down could've been avoided. But I can't turn back time. 

And now I'm at this point. Meh. Hopefully it'll go up from here.