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I know I said the next time I make an update I'll no longer be a virgin? Well apparently I lied because I canceled it. I guess you can say it started getting to me and I the thought of it made me panic. I know I should go through with all the plans I make and shouldn't be a chicken about new experiences, how else am I going to grow and learn? I just hate getting out of my comfort zone. I hate not feeling a sense of familiarity. But I also hate not letting myself try new things. I hate how up-tight I am about simple shit. I hope one day I'll let myself go, but I still have so much life to live, I'm still young. I just don't know how long I'll be able to say that.
I lied
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saturntine
This is totally nothing to beat yourself up over 🫂 You're right about learning to get out of your comfort zone and trying new things, but intimacy is something that you should absolutely listen to your gut about and not force yourself into just for the 'experience.' I hope you're feeling better soon -- you ARE young and it's okay to take your time, you live your life on your own timeline and no one else's 🤎
Bravopotato
Hey bro, it's alright. Rushing into things will only make you not want to do it
If you want to, do it. But go at a pace you're comfortable with. Ppl only wanna do the dirty early bc ppl are weirdos and shame others for no real reason. Take time and actually try to enjoy ur life
Even if you're not going to be young forever, it doesn't matter. You need to be happy for yourself!