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So... I fell into a depressive episode about a month ago and didn't get out of it until two weeks ago. I wish I could say what started it, but honestly, I'm not even sure how. Could be because of my new manager, or all the changes that have been implemented at work, or starting school again, or my stomach aches getting worse and worse, who knows what did it, maybe all of it. Because of it, I reali... » Continue Reading
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I'm avoiding writing about what's currently happening in the world because it's so much to process in which I still haven't fully, so instead I'm gonna write about a boy. I know my priorities are pretty fucked up, but I'm kind of on the brink of losing it again and I can't let myself get consumed with everything that's happening, because trust me I will lose it. Anyways, yes it is about the same ... » Continue Reading
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Not to be dramatic but this is probably the worst thing to ever happen to me and I want nothing more than to curl into a ball on my bed until my limps merge with my sheets. I lost $500 and I have no idea if I've ever getting that money back and it makes me want to cry, I hate how careless I am about money. Well, I'm not actually careless about money, but just thinking about all the money I wasted ... » Continue Reading
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I'm going back to school... again. Listen, I know we've been through this before, my excuse is I was trying to figure out what major I wanted but that only made go crazier. So I decided the easiest choice was Child Development, it's something I know I'm good at and there are a few positions that do pay well with an AA. With that being said, it still makes me nervous that I may do the same thing I ... » Continue Reading
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Surprise surprise, I was pretty much friend zoned by the guy I've like for two years, but I think I'm starting to be okay with it. Since February, I've been trying to, for lack of better words, get over this guy and I hate to admit that it wasn't easy for many reasons. Prior to meeting this guy, my "type" and the people I attracted were shitty, cowardly, disingenuous dudes who convinced me that th... » Continue Reading
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With this new presidency, a lot has been on my mind, like everyone else. But one question that has kind of been going around (at least on TikTok) that pretty much explains how I'm feeling about this new term, what radicalized you? The funny answer is the Disney Channel movie "Lemonade Mouth" radicalized me, rewatch it and you'll understand. The serious answer is a lot of shit, but the first time I... » Continue Reading
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I had my first cuddle session with the work crush. Actually, he's no longer a work crush since I don't work with him anymore, but nonetheless, I somehow was able to cuddle with him on his bed. And now, that is all I've been thinking about. It was one of those moments where I thought to myself, "I can't believe I've never done this before." I wish I was normal and wasn't making a big deal out of th... » Continue Reading
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Okay so update... I somehow got a date with the infamous work crush??? I'm just as shocked. Basically, I found out he was quitting from my manager and my sister so I told myself, the next time I see him I will ask for his contact. Coincidently, my job was hosting a staff appreciation event at Dave n' Busters and I wanted to go because I've been wanting to go there for so fucking long. Plus, I was ... » Continue Reading
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Part of me wants to be surprised. Part of me is so distraught and sad and disappointed, but another part of me saw this coming. Another part of me knew this would happen because at the end of the day, this is still America, people would rather have a criminal as a president than a woman. Looking back at it now, it feels kind of stupid of me for feeling so hopeful, for thinking a good change would ... » Continue Reading
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It's been two weeks since I've moved out of my parents' home. It's been so good so far, other the fact that I lost two grand during the process, but like my dad always said, "El dinero siempre regresa." Anyways, another thing that has sucked about moving out is my family is now ghosting me??? Not everyone in my family, just my mom and my oldest sister. I'm trying not to let it affect me, especiall... » Continue Reading
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I can't believe I don't see my friends more often. The last time I saw them was about three weeks ago and I know nothing too dramatic happened during that time, I was still really missing them. Usually I can't tell if I'm actually missing someone (idk if that makes any sense), but I felt it so deeply this time and I couldn't shake the feeling. It's mainly because I was under the impression that I ... » Continue Reading
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I need something to look forward to. Lucky for me, I have two big things I'm looking forward to. One is kind of pathetic and the other is a big change. I'm gonna see my work crush again in three weeks. Every year before the school year starts, everyone from the YMCA has to do these training about classroom management, behaviors, etc, for about three days. It's the only days where you see everyone ... » Continue Reading
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