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Category: Life
Part of me wants to be surprised. Part of me is so distraught and sad and disappointed, but another part of me saw this coming. Another part of me knew this would happen because at the end of the day, this is still America, people would rather have a criminal as a president than a woman. Looking back at it now, it feels kind of stupid of me for feeling so hopeful, for thinking a good change would ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
It's been two weeks since I've moved out of my parents' home. It's been so good so far, other the fact that I lost two grand during the process, but like my dad always said, "El dinero siempre regresa." Anyways, another thing that has sucked about moving out is my family is now ghosting me??? Not everyone in my family, just my mom and my oldest sister. I'm trying not to let it affect me, especiall... » Continue Reading
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I can't believe I don't see my friends more often. The last time I saw them was about three weeks ago and I know nothing too dramatic happened during that time, I was still really missing them. Usually I can't tell if I'm actually missing someone (idk if that makes any sense), but I felt it so deeply this time and I couldn't shake the feeling. It's mainly because I was under the impression that I ... » Continue Reading
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I need something to look forward to. Lucky for me, I have two big things I'm looking forward to. One is kind of pathetic and the other is a big change. I'm gonna see my work crush again in three weeks. Every year before the school year starts, everyone from the YMCA has to do these training about classroom management, behaviors, etc, for about three days. It's the only days where you see everyone ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Everything I've done has never felt real to me, it could be because I sometimes forget that I'm a real person and the things I do isn't just something that affects me, unfortunately, I am a human being who is perceived by other human beings and that's just something I have to deal with. I practically live in my head so anything I do in real life never mattered to me, because I always came back to ... » Continue Reading
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I'm gonna let myself be delusional since I've never really felt the need to. Don't get me wrong, I'm a very delusional person, but more of a self-awareness delusional. For as long as I can remember, I've always been a day dreamer since, obviously, my dreams are much better than reality. But guys... I don't think I'm being delusional (the most delusional thing I could've said). I saw my crush yeste... » Continue Reading
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Okay I don't actually feel that way about tarot readings, but I kind of had a phase of tarot and astrology and thought I had some sort of spiritual awakening, when in reality I was trying so hard to make sense of what I felt about a person. I'm not gonna talk about my work crush again because honestly even I'm getting tired of it, but I also was connecting some of those readings to my life and tho... » Continue Reading
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There's a reason why I try my hardest to be pessimistic and not optimistic. I live in my head and daydream the fuck out of any small thing I have going on and convince myself that if I manifest it internally, it'll happen out of my head and in real life. But of course, like everything else in life, it doesn't work like that. I need to get my head out of my ass and stop having these delusions about... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Today is Mexican Mother's Day, tomorrow is my mom's birthday, and Sunday is American Mother's Day, and suddenly it makes sense as to why I've been feeling the way I have. Well, not fully, but I forget how much spring affects me. My sister's and I birthdays, my little cousin and grandpa's death, my mom's annual depression, and Mother's Day is just the cherry on top. I love my mom, that's not hard ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I was feeling really giddy and optimistic earlier this week and last week, but now I'm feeling weird and oddly embarrassed. Today I found out that I need to go to another training next week, which means there's a chance I'm gonna see my work crush again, and instead of feeling excited about it, I feel nervous. And that's because I made myself a promise and I'm determined to go through with it, but... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
This isn't something that's new to me, I always knew there was something wrong with me. But maybe it's more serious than I thought it was. And yes, it is yet again about my work crush. I feel too embarrassed to talk about it with someone irl, so I'll just settle for here, it's not like anyone reads them so it's okay. I just really need to get it off my chest, because unfortunately, he's all I've ... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
I unfortunately have become the person who talks about their crush whenever the time is right and honestly I hate it so much, it makes me feel stupid and crazy and I just hate the person I become when I like someone romantically. However, this time it feels different. And no, not because I think this crush is "the one" for me. It's because for someone reason, this crush feels more challenging, and... » Continue Reading
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