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Category: Friends
i wonder what this website would be like if people were just a bit more interactive with eachother. like if they really cared enough to read other people's blogs, make friends, chat about random stuff. just a thought... :p » Continue Reading
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Category: Parties and Nightlife
sometimes i feel like superman. like when i take off my glasses i jus become this raging alcoholic, i feel like nobody really knows me til i start spazzin out. i walk all day and sometimes come through as innocent n closed-off but lowk im a freak. i get away with most things cuz im never suspected and its actually kinda practical. nobody really knows how fruity i am, not like it matters but im fee... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
this heat spikes my skin, i sit on this bed forever and i feel like a clump of clay the light and the door both open what the fuck is going on i feel so jittery and still like an object, like a fat heavy piece of clay i wanna be a cockroach with no head and this life is full of pain i hit my head on the wall and i feel like a ticking bomb then i start laughing hysterically and uncontrollably these... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
im running through an empty city and everywhere i turn i see no faces, i see nobody. i always feel alone but i feel so much more alone late at night when i have no one to turn to. and i think about how they sleep while i struggle and i think about how they hurt and how i hurt for them, when i know how i try to be there and keep them from sinking but they never want my comfort, so im owed nothing. ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
sitting here with a kitty on my lap reading through lil blogs and forums listening to good music, the sun is shining on my backyard n i dont have a care in the world summers gone, schools starting soon but days like these rly make me feel like i shouldnt be caring so much abt anything atleast not in the present moment and everydays a different day with free will that i should take advantage of, ev... » Continue Reading
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